August 2021


        The beginning

        In early May I was in very good shape I was competing in the track and field the shot put discus hammer and was obsessed with all things strength bodybuilding powerlifting Olympic lifting strongman arm wrestling training three times a day and thought I was in great shape the numbers that only a matter to me where my weightlifting lifts the Olympic lifts the power clean power snatch jump jerk the powerless of deadlift squat and bench press and the kettlebowl Olympic endurance challenge of lifting for 10 minutes snatch clean and jerk in addition to plyometric jumps medicine ball throws and Sprints these were the only things that matter to me to throw the shot and discus further my knowledge of medical numbers did not matter because I felt straw I felt like Superman I was doing things on the weight room on the track and was having great results but numbers like a blood pressure cholesterol HDL LDL homocysteine levels liver enzymes prostate level did not matter to me I didn't care because I thought I could live forever in addition my family history of father dying of a stroke both grandfather's dying of a stroke different types of stroke on my mother's side there was a grandmother died a congested heart failure my mother had an arrhythmia none of these factors mad I didn't care I didn't go to the doctor because and get a physical exam blood test and discuss my family history I felt strong and it and I felt like I was going to live forever this is a huge mistake I regret it now I would recommend to everyone to get daily checkups on a yearly basis blood work done and discuss your family history with the doctors this may end up saving you a lot of pain and suffering down the road I think that in the future Pages you'll will Chronicle what I had to go through doing what I'm currently doing to get myself healthy again it is a long journey it is a journey I do not wish for anyone to go down this road but at the same time I hope you can learn and make adjustments in your life to better your health and your quality of life will be back to you soon with an update on the day that changed my life forever






        The fall

        In early May 2016 it began as a normally do with a very heavy weight lifting workout I felt very strong and my numbers were pretty good I did a rack squat inside the power rack 3 sets of 5 with 625 three sets of power cleans with 275 three sets of power snatch 185 and finished with jump jerks three sets of five to 25 finished up with on the backyard in Hot 90-f weather with clean and jerk kettlebell snatches each kettle ball about 80 lb for a hundred twenty reps 10 minutes of lifting straight in the hot sun I finished with some grip work the closed the Iron Mine number 3 for the first time in five years of training I felt like Superman I came in and ate breakfast and decided to go outside and do some yard work when I started the yard work I didn't feel right something was wrong I felt like I was coming down with a cold and as it continued I began to feel light-headed and which eventually I started to get dizzy to the point where things were spinning around me as if I was on a amusement park ride things were spinning out of control to the point where I literally laid down in the backyard I tried to get up but my legs were buckling and I as I continue to get up try to get up I didn't have the strength to stand it is then when I'm passing neighbor asked me if I needed help I said yes and she decided to call 911 I could hear the EMTs in the background the sirens blaring neighbors Gathering I didn't know what was going on I was scared but I knew something was wrong when the EMT showed up they had difficulty Lifting me onto the stretcher but they got me onto the stretcher it is then maybe a passing neighbor told the EMTs that she thought the way my legs were straight paralyzed like a statue that I may have suffered a catastrophic stroke it was with luck they decided to take me to the area the Hudson Valley's local Trauma Center instead of the local hospital that is the day I'll never forget we made the turn into the facility and the last words I would hear for some time was Peter you take you to this Trauma Center because we think you suffered a stroke that's it it would be 6 weeks before I would speak and anyone again will continue when I woke up in the trauma center the next portion




        Trauma and transfer

        The ambulance made a sharp left into the trauma center the EMTs said Peter we've taking it to the trauma center because we believe you suffered a massive stroke these would be the last words I would hear from a person for six weeks at the trauma center the neurosurgeon called my late mother and told her that yes indeed I had suffered a hemorrhagic stroke emergency brain surgery would have to be done in the coming days he needed her permission to sign off on the first brain surgery removing my palate scalp stowing it in my stomach which is safe and sanitary place to keep it connecting a feeder tube in my stomach to nourish the scallop and once done my mother agreed to it she just wanted a priests Catholic priests to anoint me with last rites and then the following day they would go in and remove the two blood clots on the brain the again and a priest anointed me again the danger of the blood clots bleeding into the brain is very real and when that happens you can the victim can either died or suffered traumatic brain injuries so they wanted to avoid that at all costs they were very successful the surgery went well the next 6 weeks I would spend in it I see you are receiving a liquid food and fluids and nurse would a course change my diaper at the end of the term I was transferred over to a Rehabilitation Hospital when I awoke at the rehabilitation hospital I really did not know what happened I thought I was in another state almost a perkatory state I could not move I did not know what this giant lump in my stomach was my head felt lumpy as if someone had smashed the pumpkin it it was all dented in I didn't know what the feet or two brings were life was extremely confusing and I had a heaviness the stroke produces a heaviness with the neurons so I felt like a hundred pound weight invisible wait on me I couldn't move and I really was disoriented when the speech therapist tried to give a speech lessons I had trouble speaking but a friend of mine from college and work came in and who knows maybe it was miraculous maybe it was all the hours of work Buddy was able to get me to speak the word email and from there I was able to start to awaken and Converse with the therapist and the director of physical therapy at this real Rehabilitation Hospital it was still very disoriented but I was glad to be able to talk to the therapist to the doctor and of course to my mother who am I for six weeks at the trauma center and now at the rehabilitation hospital have been staying standing vigil praying for me so I had waking and life at the rehabilitation hospital would have its problems and uncertainties but at the same time would have its joys in life switch Wall go into




        Life at the rehab hospital

        Life at the rehab hospital I would begin very early in the morning around 6:37 or nurse assistant nurse would come in change my diaper give me a sponge bath and then look for clothes to put on sometimes the clothes would be difficult to put on the left side part of my body because of the paralysis of the stroke once that was done IV transferred to a station where they my vitals would be taking blood pressure pulse temperature body temperature and then to a med station where the medications would be given to me and then on to the cafeteria for breakfast for a meal and then back to my room where I'd have a schedule given to me for rehabilitation what time I would go the process was good but as any rehab hospital has a shortage of assistant nurses and you can have wheelchair jams in the cafeteria getting people in and out and the process could be long if they started at 7:10 so I'll be a few hours and you'd have to eat you get very frustrated but I started to actually kill the time with mindfulness and what I mean is prayer meditation prayer breathing exercises to help relax me, down get over my anger and frustrations of just waiting the mindfulness would be an irony to me because of the current state of things current state of affairs with the Catholic Church the sex sexual child abuse Scandal head may be very cynical and angry and yet the descendants of my father to a stroke my younger sister to a ovarian cancer I hadn't been to church in years and had become very cynical about religion but started using the rosary and prayer and to my surprise it started to help calm me down and help me get through this ordeal at this time a day and then later in the day after therapy dinner and bedtime it killed my time and filled my time with a purpose and gave me a sense of calmness the main physical therapy at the rehab hospital with standing and transfer being able to stand up on your own squat down stand up again transfer to the bed or mat and then do it again and again without falling at the physical therapy sessions were we're good with basic warm-up sessions and then again teaching me the biomechanics of learning how to walk which is extremely difficult when you lose your sense of balance your loss of sense of gravity is gone and you're and you're extremely weak on the left side and I did not realize how difficult it would be to learn to walk even take a few steps with a cane a quad cane and get comfortable again the process of three meals a day a therapy session and then to mindfulness sessions of prayer and meditation would be the norm up into the help and assistance at this rehab hospital was enormously important to me not just physically but mentally my sentence my brain started to awaken my personality was reborn with the polite conversation and laughter with the nurses and physical therapist overall it was a very positive experience I will be back to you with the reconstruction surgery in a separate email




        Reconstruction surgery

        The date was set for the reconstructive surgery to take place in two parts back at the trauma center I was extremely nervous because I like anyone you don't know what's in store they're going to take the scalloped pieces out of my abdomen reattach it to my head with titanium plates and bolts and I had was nervous about the existing eye conditions I had when I was a child I had lost my sight in my left eye due to a cataract that when they attempted to operate went wrong and produce glaux, so I lost the sight in my left eye and was legally blind because of the did the glaux, and the surgeries that would follow I had the the neurosurgeon at the trauma center called my eye surgeon who had done some laser surgeon surgery a few years back and reassured him that everything would be fine this put me at ease the day of the operation the EMTs ask me who the who the neurosurgeon was I noted his name she told me that he was one of the best in the United States the Michael Jordan of neurosurgeons her fiance had an incident where a piece of scaffolding fell off a pickup truck went through his windshield and saw his head in half and he was able to reattach it so this put me at ease when I checked into the hospital the trauma center as a started to realize is run like a Special Forces Unit at every where I could see nurses were flying out at me taking me for various tests MRI chest x-ray brain scan the works and I was like wow these people really know what they're doing the surgeons greeted me and showed me that this is what was going to take place in 2 days after I was knocked out I woke the surgeon asked me on a scale of 1 to 10 what is the pain level I looked at him and screamed it's beyond 10 it's close to 80 it's killing me I need help I'm dying here so they quickly brought in a pain pain management nurse in pain medications of Oxycontin and Morphine or prescribed and for several days I took it eventually my mother would step in and tell him to start the cease giving me the medications and replace the medication with a bag of ice on the back of my head and this is something I'll talk later in further detail on cold I would it be ice cold showers cold water therapy in the nervous system the ice scene to calm the pain down and allow me to sleep better and better during the night where to the point I would be transferred back to the rehab hospital and from there I would pass their final exam which I'll go into further detail on my good-byes at the rehab hospital for the nursing home




        Back at the rehab hospital

        Back at the rehab hospital life we would get become the norm again of three meals a day one sometimes two therapy sessions a day we were now doing a physical therapy speech therapy and occupational therapy a day teaching me how to put my clothes on doing various speech and speaking drills with the speech therapist they tested by swallowing swallowing capabilities and it and it worked out well and the food even seem to be getting better my conversations with the therapist in North nurses were great I started to become friends with a lot of them and I really cannot say enough about this particular facility they nurses and therapist extended themselves 100% to meet to helping me and the final day that I would be leaving for a nursing home with a cur would be a test a test of walking for distance on a hallway Fall by walking up and down stairs work did someone with who hasn't suffered a stroke stairs are a huge obstacle walking up the stairs with my right my good strong side and walking down with the left side walking around on the top part without falling I had to get over my biggest fear which man was myself of falling and once I went through the test I did it perfectly all the therapist came out and cheered me on and it was a day I'll never forget it was a it was a great occasion to celebrate and to be leaving and heading on to a new place the nursing home at the nursing home I'll go into detail life would be totally different I be very scared cuz it's a new place meeting new people but looking forward to the challenge




        Back home

        It was early December when I arrived home from the from the nursing home it felt great to be home to be able to sleep in my own bed again and not listen to the noises inside an institution to be able to watch TV and watch sports again it felt great to be home to be with Mom again my mother was a great cook had a passion for cooking so sampling her food was really great and for the next several years I'd fall into a routine of trying to work my own rehab around of walking and doing some sort of strength and conditioning exercises around the meals like I did at the nursing home and rehab hospital there would be some light walking drills done with a quad cane inside the workout room into the hallway I'd actually do laps back and forth back and forth my mom with Ty me like a track coach doing where his sprinters are doing an herbal work back and forth back and forth and I would actually start the venture outside a little by little walking out on the front path and then eventually climbing the two front steps to the driveway each step is about 24 to 30 in so I'd have to hold on to a light pole balance myself step onto the driveway and then walk with a quad Cade across the driveway and then come back this would be my routine for the next few years getting used to being outside getting the fresh air trying to get a little sunlight the fresh air and sunlight great sources of oxygen and vitamin D3 that are necessary for the body to heal unfortunately the mistakes made with the strength and conditioning I will go into great deal later on I would make mistakes as if I were the biggest mistake was trying to do too much in a hurry too much in terms of muscle and strength not enough on movement and motion and the right types of strength exercises to assist me to walk further and further this will be discussed in later on great much greater detail but on the whole life at home was getting good with the food my friends from high school and college were coming to visit me and I started to fall into a good routine with Mom pushed me with an hour of mental exercises a day of Reading Writing and arithmetic with memorization drills to sharpen my mental focus my primary physician and neurologist and cardiologist were happy to see the vital statistics were staying good I look good my brain was recuperating and things were staying the same if not improving so what I was doing was good but as I would quickly Discover it wasn't enough to get me to push me to get go further and further more on that later emails




        Home routine

        For the next few years of life at home would pretty much be the same wake up around 6 6:30 with a dynamic stretch routine the stretching routine would be done with a stick and a 5 lb medicine ball a variety of 25 to 30 exercises done very fastly to warm up my muscles and tendons Fall by a morning walk inside afternoon that would be an afternoon or around conditioning workout with with a 20lb dumbbell emphasis on squatting lunges calf work dorsiflexion work of the ankle and some acne extension work with a knee extension machine afternoon work walk would be done outside a short distance on my driveway back again for an afternoon body bodybuilding routine with bands bodyweight exercise drills and some grip work the evening workout would be a static stretching with some light yoga exercises to stretch and get the body going again breathing exercises were done throughout the day this routine would be constant for almost 5 years and friends and family would come and go things we stay the same I was impatient I knew I was improving but I wasn't improving fast enough I was really determined to get better and unfortunately a major crisis in my life with spark my interest and push myself to get better faster in a hurry with your elaborate on in the next email




        Potty time nursing home

        When I was at the rehab the rehab hospital the hospital Personnel had to catheterize me in order to get me to urinate is a embarrassing procedure which a nurse sterilized is a needle pierces the uretha down to the abdomen and then pumps the abdomen which is full of urine into a tube that is tied around the scrotum it goes flows into a tray at the rehab hospital this was done four times a day and in addition co-ace Colace a drug to induce body bowel movements was given to me to induce bowel movements at the nursing home things began to change I was able to will myself near the bathroom stand up out of the wheelchair grab onto a gripper bench squat down on the the toilet to urinate that was a huge thing and I got me thinking in the middle of the night I could hear my de justice system making a lot of noises at 4 in the morning and then at 7 in the morning I'd have to go to the bathroom so I put the two together that by the next day that at 4 in the morning I listen to GHIN and then at 7 I went into the bathroom squatted down took a couple of deep breaths and then proceeded to have my bowel movement and this was a breakthrough to the to the nursing home staff and to my mother that it would be no more wearing a diaper and changing the diaper it's a huge thing for older people to have to put on a diaper and have a diaper changed it's embarrassing and it makes you really feel that you want to get better and do something about it this was a huge thing for me and once I was able to do this 1/8 freebie of having to depend on nursing staff not having to my mother to worry about when I got home about having to have her change a diaper not having to take anymore Balland doucement drugs not having to worry about urinary tract infections which are common with catheterization so it was a breakthrough and I'm glad I was able to get it done my way on my at my own terms






        Disclaimer

        As I've noted in this blog I am not a doctor a licensed therapist a personal trainer nutritionist of any kind I'm a stroke survivor the stroke was produced by two blood clots on my brain and I had to literally hit myself up and learn a lot on my own I can tell you that life my life's experiences at played a big role in being able to pick myself up and move forward when I was three years old I had a small cataract on my left eye they went in to remove it back then in in the early 60s he had no light laser surgery and it was done by hand the operation did not go well that cut far too deep into the lens and as a result, followed and in 7 operations I would eventually lose the site all sight in my left eye and be legally blind in my right eye this would be a struggle through school and it later into college I would have to depend on my other senses my hearing and my memorization of what was said would be keep points and helping me get through school and along with borrowing somebody's notes this would my mother would play a big part with my academics encouraged me to go for it not to feel sorry for myself study hard and my father would also play an important role in Courage me to play All Sports don't be afraid to get out there and play baseball football basketball wear my sports and I had a great group of friends in our ragtag I Sandlot League that we would play it would continue all the way through the high school where I thought I'd be playing football and basketball unfortunately the state I reside in ruled against me saying that someone like me with one I cannot play contact sports that left me the only option was cross country and track I read again have to readjust retune by body to cross country and track I struggled mightily I look like a lumbering linebacker that it distance Runner I would run everything from the quarter mile to the two mile and then from there we go on to college where once again I would struggle I find myself amongst far superior Runners and I would again have to readjust retune my body to running further and further distances on the roads even marathons and again training my body and mind to adjust to these distances after some success on the roads and it with the marathons across training back then was the norm I was doing a lot of swimming biking and Nautilus and notice the great pump my body got from using a nautilus when I got back home I whipped out the old plastic and cement weight set and started bodybuilding the bodybuilding went great I started to pack on muscle and when I went to my first gym in New York City it felt great to be readily accepted as a bodybuilder Catholic who is now a strength coach asked me why don't I compete in Olympic throwing I had never thought about that in my life before I found myself at a nearby sports shop purchased a shot put discus and Hammer and decide to give it a try I that summer ended my first summer track meet at a nearby college and finished dead last in the shot disc and Hammer my father was by my side and said to me your legs spot upper body core and head are not in sync once you're in sync you'll be able to throw and compete with these guys it would take me 10 years a fine tuning the technique and once again readjusted my weight training and conditioning schedule to deal with Olympic throwing learning how to Olympic lifts with a barbell kettlebells plyometric training sprinting jumping hurling Med ball throwing were the norm now for the next 10 years are we train twice a day 7 days a week when I came back 10 years later and one in East Regional meet in the shot disc and Hammer Mike wouldn't believe what had transpired I actually was able to throw the the events pretty far competitively without fouling my father was proud of me even the fellow competitors were amazed at the Improvement I have made this would be my last meet with my dad he would die shortly thereafter of in his stomach stroke always remember him and I continued my goal is to someday get back on the track compete again where they're being throwing running sprinting I will do it to honor my father the lessons here learned is that your mind no matter what the age can we learn new things the body no matter what the age the disability can be taught new things new complex sequences and motor skills agility and this is very important with learning how the walk use your arm your hand again your body can overcome can overcome these things it can we learn I understand personally how you feel out there being trapped almost in Two Worlds the world that you're learning to get used to and the previous world it is a frustrating world but together if you persevere practice be patient you can overcome it I plan on doing it and hopefully in the near future will be out there on the track again




        Awakening at the rehab hospital

        When I awoke at the up at the rehab hospital life was very strange felt like I was stuck in another dimension that I had died and now was in a state of her katori it was very dark I was unsure what had happened my body was definitely changed for the worse with a giant lump in my stomach my head caved and smashed in and out these funny rings that I later be toilet were feet are connected to feed her tubes to nourish the abdomen in my stomach but it's still none of this made sense to me I felt this invisible wait on me I could not move the left side of my body it was very hard to communicate to just get my bearings when I after weeks did start to speak it was still very confusing to me the doctor would ask me where I was what my name was basic questions and I would answer them but I still was very disoriented and confused I know to the therapist I looked like I was asleep and about to fall over but believe or not I was absorbing every my surroundings and the people in my surroundings would be manifested in my dreams and again my spirit was wandering you know I felt like I was in different parts of the country and different parts of the world that this could be because of the previous job of working in sales customer service for international shipping company in which we ship to farm places all over the world and I had a just these dreams would manifest where I be the people I meet but couldn't communicate we would be in different parts of the world as I told my friend who helped me regain my speech I thought I had a dream where myself him and one of the therapists were all made up for drinks in Johannesburg and then for beer in walvis Bay and then it would continue on and on all over the place I was totally confused for the next month or two on my body my where I was what was going on it would take time for me to put ever all the bits and pieces together and once I was finished with rehab everything made sense at the hospital but it would take a lot of time there are moments when I woke up I swear I wanted to swear off drinking while together cuz I thought this was a just a bad drinking experience and what comes with overindulging and you know the at first the bees by swollen abdomen I thought it was my brains that were in my stomach that was really scared me then and I later found out it was parts of my scalloped and it would all make sense to me once I went back for the reconstruction surgery but it took time for me to digest everything and figure everything else everything felt for those weeks as if I was in a dream stuck in purgatory but nevertheless manage to put it together pull through and transfer do my therapy and then eventually transfer out




        Home routine the 5ps

        Back home I fell into a routine but the five-piece that got me through the years at home was the first pee was practice I set up a schedule where practice would begin at 6 in the morning again at 12 at 4 and at 8 to every day seven days a week non-stop for the full year no rest notifications the second p is persistence sticking with it every day no matter how you feel from the medicines your aches your pains your frustrations you stay with your practice your persistent the third p is perseverance you're going to have troubles you're going to have problems and frustrations to the point where you just want to pack it all in and give up at the end you want to just cry out for help but you got to keep going you got to push you got up pull yourself a pick yourself up and persevere through these tough times the last p and it falls into the cat with the word mindfulness and it's prayer when things become so frustrated and the world is not going good I pray it doesn't matter the religion it doesn't matter your faith just simple prayers slow it down pray meditate do some breathing exercises calm yourself down and things will get better again when you do your next workout these simple building blocks got me through a lot of tough times through the years and of course with my mother will be back to you with more building blocks in a few minutes




        Walking outside on the driveway

        Mind

        It felt great to be able to go outside after being cooped up for months inside the rehab hospital the trauma hospital and the nursing home to being outside felt fantastic but there was a big hurdle in the driveway that went that is at my house there are two large steps to get up to the driveway 30 in high I figured out a way to hold on to the to the light pole and then step up with my my strong leg the right leg and make sure the left follows closely walking on the driveway it's Belgium Block it's an uneven surface and I was petrified I could walk across it but I was very slow and scared of falling at the same time as you walk down the driveway it's slanted slopes to a very sharp angle and again this created more fear and walking with a quad cane a large quad cane lumbered for years with the fear of falling and finally had to push myself with the quad cane and walking outside on a flat or Surface the backyard grass to be able to walk further and further down the driveway but again this goes to patience persistence perseverance and being a sticking with it for a few years it would only take and I'll discuss this further in a further block the passing of my mother that forced me to walk to the bottom of the driveway with a bottle with a bag of garbage to put in the garbage shed because I was that afraid of falling and it my point here is that overtime and with practice and persistence you can over cheese these these hurdles but sometimes the biggest hurdle is the hurdles that you put in your head almost like a roadblock the roadblock of fear the fear of falling and it paralyzed me and it took time for me to overcome this will discuss this further in the next blog





        Moms passing conquers my fears

        The death of any close relative is a tragedy and everyone's life it doesn't matter where they are who they are it just hurts so bad you develop such a close relationship and one minute they're here the next minute they're gone and that in my case for the past five years my mother was by my side taking me through and through the trauma center the rehab hospital the nursing home taking me with the ambulance services to the various doctors appointments cooking my meals cleaning the house staying with by my side with therapy with walks inside outside we became much closer tragedy brought us much closer I grew to understand appreciate or more and when I went upstairs the irony is it was my father's birthday the day she died she was 91 I came upstairs and she had passed she didn't was fearful of the covid virus of dying in the hospital or a nursing home and she died the way she wanted it our own bed with their prayer book rosary beads and Bible I can honestly say that it was one of the saddest that he's in my life but I but at the same time I was determined to pick myself up and get going again with life it was Mom's trash is that day that forced me to pick up the garbage and with my quad cane walk up to the bottom of the driveway and I know that it took forever but it got it done and with practice if it came easier and easier where we we put it on video tape to show to my friends and to my former teammates and what they don't understand it took five grueling years to overcome fear to be able to do that but I did it and I did it in my mom's on her to honor her what she did for me I can honestly say that she was the best therapist teacher mother that anyone could ever want may God bless her her faithful son




        Life without mom

        Life without Mom I was in the beginning surreal I really didn't know what to do I was like a deer in the Headlights shocked but saddened and scared but at the same time I had to get going with my life I tried to do the normal chores that were accustomed to doing in terms of cleaning vacuuming doing the dishes laundry making my bed the routine of the medicine that was okay cooking was it was a bit of an issue because I had to carry things when you have neuro spasticity my left hand it's very hard to hold on to a cup of coffee a plate of eggs bread it became hard so I had to force myself to carry and walk without a cane and they put a tremendous strain on my quads my groin and my body was aching at the end of the day I was still doing my physical therapy but now I had to force myself to do the chores to get things done thank God I had a good friend from college that will come up every Saturday and do handyman stuff that I could no longer do whether it be changing a lightbulb assisting me with the the the fixing of offense getting getting just helping me get things done I arranged with the neighbors to assist me with putting out the garbage cans and for the mailman to deliver to my door and things started to go smoothly but at the same time I was sore and I would have to make changes in my therapy my physical therapy to heal my body that was being overtaxed with walking back and forth in the kitchen and dining room without a cane and I would have to do so and do it quickly to heal the start to heal the injuries that I was now incurring will you back to you with more on this in the next blog




        3 ms

        As I stated in the last blog via my walking without a cane short distances was straining my my groin my quads and putting tremendous pressure on my hips I had to make adjustments in my physical therapy the first thing I did was to go back to strengthening my core and using stability equipment that you can purchase anywhere on Amazon a stability ball a bosu ball what are called a stability mats and discs that you can stick the instability and forcing yourself to stay stable strengthen your core and there's a direct link to your core musculature to your nervous system and also most people don't realize that your course around your hips so I Strength strengthening the core not only took care started take care of my leg issues it started to create better motion with with me being able to walk easier inside the house without a cane eventually I would even be able to start implementing walking which took a lot of practice on the driveway without a cane and walking in the backyard on grass without a cane further and further distances but there would still be some technical issues to conquer that I need to conquer in that with the big issue is arm swing Carriage most people don't realize you have a norm swing that coordinates with your each step that you walk it provides balance and gives feedback to the brain and this is something I need to practice and work on the muscle side The Other M I was constantly breaking down and re-evaluating how I was training my muscles muscles shortening things the workouts breaking it down and at the same time starting to get better results I'll dive into deeper the muscle routines I used to maintaining muscle and gain caning strength further in the blog




        Changing canes

        Movement and motion

        When I left the rehab hospital they had provided me a large quad cane it was cumbersome at first but he provided me stability and I was able to walk comfortably inside and outside without ever falling I made the change earlier this year to a a simple wooden cane with a good rubber tip it was much harder to use in the beginning but I've gotten used to it I like it and I think I will be using it more and more in walking outside my thoughts on wheelchairs is is this only if necessary if you have such a severe spinal injury leg injuries were you need to use the wheelchair that's fine but if you have such as myself a stroke survivor where my walking wasn't good with a cane then don't use the wheelchair at all I only used it when the ambulance services rolled me onto a liftgate up into the ambulance and secured me that's the only time I use the wheelchair in The Last 5 Years I never used it in the house my mother made darn sure that I'd have to use the cane and get used to it because if we get used to used to a wheelchair it it just isn't good for you it's not good for your spine it's not good for your body and musculature so my point here is to change up things provided you stay safe and that you were able to handle it took me time maybe six months to handle a single wooden came from the changeover from the Quad cane I was still very nervous and mentally scared and walking on the driveway but with practice and price of her perseverance I'm able to do it with ease now will be back to you with one more suggestion on walking tips in a few minutes





        Walking on grass

        Movement and motion

        I realize that not everyone has access to a nice grass yard I'm fortunate that I have a nice backyard it's about 45 50 yards of grass that we maintain it monthly with a landscaper cutting the grass in the beginning when I first came home I didn't utilize it now I use it everyday I train it on it I do as if I'm doing laps on a track I mark off 45 50 yd do it religiously everyday I've built up where I could barely do one lap of and then now I'm up to almost 10 laps I do it Faithfully it's the way I look at grass if you were to fall you're pulling on a soft surface they're our neighbors near me that can see me if I fall but I have haven't yet fallen and the grass is almost like running on Sand it's building up my lower legs and giving me good feedback another tip on walking on grass and another people I realize that people are going to make a face at it but believe or not walking barefoot there are a lot of nerve endings in your feet when you walk Barefoot on a nice grass it provides incredible sensory feedback to your brain and nervous system it is something that I I highly recommend and it's something that if you can't if you don't have access to a yard maybe a park nearby park maybe a neighbor's yard but getting out there in the fresh air and walking on grass is a great healing tool and I hope that you take advantage of whatever resources you have to get out there and walk





        The mirror

        One of the most important training tools in your Rehabilitation therapy will be to purchase a mirror hang the mirror up in your workout space or your bedroom where you can see yourself one of the strangest things was when I was at the rehab hospital a therapist would walk with a mirror I couldn't figure this out why and now I understand the most important thing is to look at the mirror look at your posture make sure you're standing up straight your shoulders are back if you can practice drills in front of the mirror my left side of the body was affected neuro spasticity my left leg left foot arm and hand are all common I've been able to get some usage of the Foot & Leg back by walking heel-toe drills again and again in front of the mirror the same with my left arm swinging drills as if I was swimming back and forth back and forth watching myself my arm enjoying these drills again and again on the arm has come way back to the point where I could not even move it to where I'm able to swing it free or lie now I wish I could say the same with the left-hand but as you all know the hand and fingers are the most problematic area of getting the neuron activity back in the in the hand and fingers I practice drills every day and hoping to regain full use adjust of the Hand by doing various grip drills and movement drills in front of the mirror the mirror is something very important tool a provides feedback to the brain and can activate the neurons in the damaged areas of the body I will be back to you with other training tools later in this blog that can help you again please I'm not an expert I'm not a doctor consult your doctor your primary physician your physical therapist on the important training tools I'm recommending or suggesting here thank you




        Balance and stability equipment

        As I noted earlier in the blog that my legs were breaking down with soreness stiffness and minor injuries in the hips groin and quad areas I started to include old pieces of stability balance and stability equipment in my daily workouts I didn't realize use them years ago but had forgotten to include them in my workouts I started to include them three times a day with equipment such as the stability or yoga ball the bosu ball the Dyna discs and the balance mats along with foam rollers please note of caution to please speak to your physical therapist your primary physician on the purchases and incorporating a balance and stability workout in your route daily routine the importance of the balance and stability equipment is your core the musculature in your core is much bigger than a couple of crunches or Beachbody workout it wraps around your spine wraps around your pelvis your hips it connects to your hips and this is allows you when you start to strengthen your core you get start to get immediate results in strengthening your hips your core area this is very important with your nervous system there's a direct correlation with your core and your nervous system I started to see the difference right away when walking with the regular cane I didn't feel as unstable as I used to feel another important piece of equipment as a noted above is the foam rollers because the boy with the foam rollers you can lay on the foam rollers and do a self-induced massage massaging your muscles or tendons and the FAA she had that connects to the muscles ligaments and tendons this will help you feel a lot provide a lot of relief to sore aching muscles and Joints it's something that I do everyday and I recommend it highly but if you can please check before you purchase any equipment and start doing the exercises in your daily routine what we back to you with a couple other helpful suggestions on equipment later in the blog




        Mounted wall grips

        You may have seen the mounted wall grips at your rehab hospital or nursing home they are mounted on a wall or in the bathroom making it easier to stand and sit in your wheelchair I have to one in my workout area and one in the bathroom I didn't realize how important they are into they were mounted they can easily be mounted with a drill and and screws and someone that knows that has the necessary equipment and know-how and how to mount and secure the grips I do a variety of exercise has the most important being transfer exercises transfer and marching exercises lifting the left leg and then the right leg holding on with the left arm and then the right arm and repeating I also do calf raises and more importantly dorsiflexion exercises where the front part of your foot lift up onto the heel this isn't very important component in walking and it strengthens the whole it strengthens and provides Mobility to the ankle joint allowing you to walk easier I also do a variety of different light squats quarter squads have squats and even deep squats holding on to the gripper again please check with your doctor physical therapist when it comes the purchase of a gripper inside your residence they're very useful and I highly recommend it




        Yoga stick
        with single handle medicine ball

        Muscle

        Once again very useful equipment that you can easily purchase at a reasonable price and very practical and useful in your daily routine the yoga stick I improvised originally with an actual broom handle an oak bring broom handle cut down the single medicine ball allows for the handle to fit through easily I use a 5 lb medicine ball in the morning this was my Dynamic stretch routine of some 20 to 30 exercises some 30 reps per exercise I would do every morning to try to get the muscles joints and ligaments tendons warmed up it should be noted that when I came back from the nursing home I had lost a lot of weight and muscle from what I originally looked at like the muscles that really asked her to feed so using the dynamic stretch routine started to provide a little tone and shape to the muscles out throughout my body I also started to use the stick and Medicine Bowl in my daily bodybuilding routine working a muscle part 1 or 2 muscle parts a day in the afternoon and doing drills with it again please consult your physical therapist and doctor on the use of a yoga stick and Medicine Bowl in your physical therapy I found them to be very useful another use other uses for the medicine Bowl include actually throwing the medicine ball into a med ball rebounder or against the wall and the stick yoga stick can be since I had no use of my left arm I used it to stretch do stretching exercises painfully to get the left arm to stretch back and further with greater and greater flexibility and much better results so this equipment is very useful recommended but again please consult before the usage will be back to you what one more piece of the helpful piece for equipment





        Bands

        Muscle

        I first started to use bands when I was in the nursing home the one of the therapist gave me a pair of basic stretching bands that I had the nurse tie to the guard rails of the bed and from there I started doing a wide variety of stretching and bodybuilding drills inside the nursing home when I got home I realize the benefits of the Bands there's a wide variety of bands out there I purchased bands with handles heavy duty bands I have bands mounted on my grippers I have them inside my bedroom my workout area basically I have bands everywhere I believe in them and I think you got to incorporate in your daily physical routine the provided you check with your doctor and physical therapist first on the purchase of the bands and that when you use the bands you don't overdo it they bands coming varieties of strengths start with the easiest and then gradually work your way up to the medium and in the hardest levels it takes time to develop your program but you can do so if you're diligent and you practice and persevere with the band you'll start to see results in your body movement your body motion and body musculature of your body so there are an important piece of equipment that you can purchase anywhere but again please check ahead of time before the use of them





        Wheelchair

        Motion

        This piece of equipment has pros and cons and the cons being that when I was in woke up in the rehab hospital and I had to use it my lower back really tightened up with it to the point where the therapist were switching me into other Wheelchairs and even the doctor was prescribing me a muscle relaxer which I didn't agree with my system to help with the the stiffness and spasms of the lower back the pro side of it was in the nursing home I was able to sit in it stand up and sit down a zip doing squats and then pedal use my legs push my legs might with my body weight in from my bedroom to the cafeteria strengthening my hamstrings also able to do various calf and dorsiflexion exercises while in the wheelchair so there are some benefits when you first come are in your early stages of Rehabilitation I would highly recommend that you speak to your physical therapist your doctor on the various types of physical activities you can you can and can't do inside the wheelchair and again speak to your doctor and physical therapist on the discontinued use of the wheelchair as for myself it's gradually been phased out completely out of my life I no longer use it I no longer sit in it it is just a chair in my bedroom that I put dirty laundry on it that's it but again you need to speak to professionals before you discontinue use and if you do discontinued do it gradually make sure the other areas here Physical Therapy are are working out and that you are able to use a cane to get around





        A good bed and a good nights sleep

        The most important factor in in healing your body and brain is a good night sleep when I go to my doctor's primary physician cardiologist neurologist I position they all asked me about my sleep time am I getting a good night's sleep how much sleep right now I'm averaging a good 10 hours sleep a night with no interruptions and my recommendation is to purchase a good firm mattress so that it can help you assist you with getting a good night sleep sleep heals the brain and heals the body and it might be the most important factor in in in healing I don't have a recommendation on any particular bed or mattress I just believe a good firm mattress turning off all the lights turning off all the electronics making sure that there's no drama in your life to assist you in getting a good night's sleep this is a very important tool it's unfortunately in our society with the long hours work the technology sleep at is a has be a good night sleep is the premium people are begging to get away on vacation not so much to sit on a beach but to sleep so this is a very important key factor in our lives is a good good night sleep I recommend a good mattress and I recommend that you make your room away that is suitable to getting a good night's sleep




        Being regular equals good health

        When I see my team of Physicians every few months the next question after how many hours of sleep am I getting is are your regular what they're referring to am I having a daily bowel movement this is critical in eliminating the toxins waste that accumulate in your body but also making you feel good and you may be surprised that many people when they say regular they're talkin they're thinking once a week or every 5 days or 3 days but it's important to be regular everyday you have a good Growl Movement everyday eating lots of fruits and vegetables fiber in your diet without drinking a lot of water can help you achieve a good regular bowel movement I understand the a lot of people don't like to talk about bowel movements because of the association with with jokes and and and Snickers about it but it's critical to your to your good health you're taking a lot of medicine and you need to eliminate the toxins from the medicine the toxins that are in the water the air all have to be a eliminated out of your body when you start this study your digestive system it's a pretty amazing process when you think about the the length of your large intestine how it wraps around all your internal organs and how at night time it's suddenly switches on almost like a factory where food is broken down processed filter through your liver nutrients Central your muscles do your brain so this is a critical component in fact many neurologists compare your digestive system to being your second brain so that's why it's important to have a good diet good drinking water and they get lots of good sleep and exercise and fresh air or contributing to a good bowel movement it's very important if you're not getting a good bowel movement then you need to speak not to see your therapist but your team of Physicians to figure out what's going on when I was in the hospital the stroke devastated my digestive system they had to give me drugs like Colace would cramp up with it it was very uncomfortable at once I was able to relax my muscles and able to control my bowels at the nursing home life got a lot easier and the bowel movements became a lot regular again please consult your Physicians on this topic




        Diet

        When you visit your primary physician for a regular checkup they weigh you to make sure you haven't gained or lost a lot of weight they will also take your blood and look at the various factors markers in your blood to make sure you're not coming down with any with anyting HDL LDL homocysteine liver enzymes prostate protease levels are all critical factors blood sugar levels are all important factors to other diseases and that that are looking at I am not a calorie counter but I am a fruit and vegetable counter and protein counter in terms of I try to average 6 to 10 servings of fresh fruits and vegetables per day every day in addition I try to get a wide variety of protein sources primarily from eggs Greek yogurt chicken turkey and fish I keep the meat to twice a week ride me to twice a week I don't eat any processed foods there's no sugar in my diet except for Pure 100% dark chocolate and organic honey that's it plus I drink 1 gallon of water a good water every day so far over the last few years by weight has stayed the same and the markers of Walkabout very good in the blood work they do on me I am a firm believer in fresh fruits and vegetables thank God I lived next door to a neighbor who is an avid Gardener everyday she drops off fresh vegetables on my doorstep Tomatoes zucchini cucumbers eggplant squash peas string beans not to mention the fresh grapes she grows these I believe that the nutrients in and photo chemicals minerals vitamins that are in these fruits and vegetables plus the protein sources I get are helping me heal I am not again I am not an expert on nutrition please consult with your primary physician or nutritionist on additional tips on nutrition to assist you in the healing process

        Going nuts

        To be honest with you I was never really a nut eater except for peanut butter I enjoyed as a kid peanut butter and jelly sandwiches occasionally when I was at a ballgame I'd have a bag of nuts or it was in a bar my friends I crack open some peanuts with the beer but I never really had nuts on a daily basis today every morning my go to breakfast after a couple of organic eggs is fresh blueberries Greek organic yogurt and walnuts walnuts or high in Omega threes and protease or excuse me biotin that are both very good for the heart and brain at night again I have a some yogurt with some almonds almonds are high in in amino acids a good protein Source another go to seed I've been included in my diet is something that comes from Central and South America called quinoa is a it's noted as a cereal but it's actually a seed and it is very high in amino acids a good protein source for vegans I mix it again with fresh fruit yogurt and nuts and it's something that you should consider once again and please any questions consult your primary or a nutritionist on added tips of nuts and and and seeds again I think nuts can assist you with protein sources of amino acids vitamins nutrients and it's something I highly recommend that you include in your diet




        Getting rid of toxins

        Mind

        I want major factor that should be noted in getting a good night's sleep good diet good drinking water and a good bowel movement is getting rid of toxic people in your life people that are negative complaining all the time get rid of the drain your energy no point in hanging out with him what are they be close friends neighbors relatives people that are just draining your energy keeping you from getting a good night's sleep forcing you to eat the wrong types of food you have to say goodbye to and you know this is a difficult cuz I'm not a therapist I'm not a psychiatrist all I am is a person trying to heal myself from a major catastrophic stroke and brain injuries but one thing I can tell you that having people good friends around you people that make you laugh. You sleep a lot better you feel a lot better eat better you drink better this all contributes the building blocks of a good good health that can help you real rehabilitate yourself much faster so it's again I'm not a therapist or doctor on this issue I'm not dr. Phil or Maury but I do think that bad people in your life can create a lot of stress and at this point you're looking to heal yourself and to do that you got to eat the right Foods sleep well drink lots of water and take good care of yourself so getting rid of the toxic people in your life will be a beneficial thing to your life not just you the short-term but for your the long run of your life





        Drinking a lot

        Mind

        When I was young I used to love going out with my friends to listen to music and drink beer there was nothing better to be in a good Pub hearing a band or hearing a great song singing along laughing joking and drinking beer as I got older what my friends we would go to the various nightclubs in New York City meet girls and dance and drink Unfortunately today there's no more drinking beer but there is drinking a lot of water I recommend that in as part of your routine to recovery that you include drinking up to a gallon of water a day it sounds a lot but it's not it will do your body very very good very beneficial to your to your internal organs like the liver kidneys to your nervous system to your digestive system during the day when you start to feel sleepy tired and have a headache it's a sign of dehydration my message to you is to drink tons of water I do miss drinking beer occasionally once in awhile I will have a glass of red wine but I nevertheless the days the memories of being with my friends at the various pubs in the city and nightclubs are great memories but memories only right now but in the only heavy drinking I do right now is from a water pitcher and I highly recommend that you include it in your training routine once again please with anything on this blog consult what year your primary physician your therapist even regarding drinking water





        Cold water therapy

        Mind

        As I noted earlier in this blog during the reconstruction surgery a bag a 10 lb bag of ice seem to calm my nervous system and allow me to get to sleep there were the pain I was in what and the pain killers are from reconstructive surgery they were giving me weren't working the icing to calm me down and allow me to get sleep and eventually I got more and more sleep and woke the painkillers ice is a frequent tool used in a training rooms with athletes and injuries ice baths are common for football players hockey player contrast baths or common will you do a minute of ice and then two minutes in a warm water or pool the interesting thing is that most of us at the end of the day want to take a hot shower but the reality is cold water cold water therapy studied in Europe and used for hundreds of years throughout Scandinavia where they saw Anna and then they roll around in the snow or actually jump in a very cold lake is common practice they do it also in Russia it's been study throughout Western Europe is having very positive effect on your nervous system in body I started taking a cold freezing cold shower I several months ago 30 seconds and then a minute then two minutes getting my body used to it it took time now it's the norm it's something I highly recommend it's something that you need to include but you need a guns again you need to talk to your your primary at your cardiologist and you need to go very slow and get yourself use to the cold water and eventually your body will acclimate and your your nervous system will feel a lot better than just using hot water it's something new something that you should include and I highly recommended but first talk to your doctor's first about using cold water therapy





        Mindfullness

        Mind

        When I was in the rehab hospital I found there were many times I was growing frustrated impatient with the long lines it would take out the check my vitals give me my meds change my diaper have a meal sometimes for 5 hours waiting pause the time I started to pray and this was difficult at first because I had grown very cynical of I'm by religion of the Catholic church in the sex scandals but right now at that moment in time I was in tremendous pain and discomfort so getting down and actually physically saying heart or parts of the Rosary I found it in the 10-minute time a quietness relieve my anxiety and stress and allowed me to get on with my day to therapy and again I would use this later in the day too to pray again but this time I would wraparound some breathing techniques with with the prayer and quiet time thus allowing me to get the bed at the nursing home I use the breathing technique of 478 for 7-second 4 seconds inhale 7 Seconds hold 8-second exhale this help me control my bowel movements and improve my bowel movements to being regular on a daily basis I had highly recommend when you're stressed out and feeling anxiety mindfulness thinking of is it as a sandwich or an Oreo where you have prayer in the middle and it doesn't matter the religion it doesn't matter whatever technique saying some prayers followed by quiet time and breathing techniques will help alleviate the anxiety and stress in your life will improve digestion and will help you ensure a better night's sleep





        Breathing techniques

        Mind

        Breathing is an essential part of our daily daily life and existence in order to survive you need to breathe in oxygen unfortunately in many parts of the world are clean good clean oxygen is hard to come by with the pollution that exist today as I noted in an earlier blog breathing techniques such as 478 breathing for seconds inhale 7 Seconds hold eight second second exhale is a great technique in relieving stress anxiety and in helping digestion especially with producing a good bowel movement I do this twice a day I also do breathing techniques short inhale exhale when I'm outside walking it's important to breathe in good clean oxygen into your lungs and let it go through your whole body I feel there are many techniques on breathing I am not a yoga master I am not a therapist a doctor all I can do is suggest you please when it comes to holding your breath and breath control check with your primary check with your cardiologist your therapist on the benefits of breathing and what it can do to you





        Supplements

        When it comes to supplementation it is very controversial topic especially with all the with the internet and misinformation that's out there in my case just my doctors alone my primary doesn't mind if I take some supplements my cardiologists is on the fence and my neurologist feels I'm wasting my time and money by taking any supplement I feel that two things one supplements don't replace a good well-balanced diet loaded in fresh fruits vitamins good organic eggs naturally fed organic chicken turkey grass-fed beef nothing replace reducing all processed food sugars from your diet drinking tons of water I think that is the foundation of a good diet some supplements I do take I take in low doses they are as follows I take a multi-mineral vitamin that is loaded with B vitamins especially because B vitamins to help the nervous system and brain I take the supplement magnesium again very good for heart for the heart especially the rhythm of the heart and the Brain its it calms you down.

        As I noted are all throughout the blog please check please check ahead with your primary your cardiologist neurologist are your therapist regarding any and all supplements that you take in addition to your medicine supplementation can I have an adverse reaction to the medicine you're taking so it's best to check ahead of time sometimes you can even experience headaches diarrhea dizziness in that case discontinued use and dosage and speak to your primary at once some of the it should be pointed out that with my doctor's my primary is okay that I take it take some supplementation in moderate doses my cardiologists is on the fence and my neurologist feels I'm wasting my time with that said the supplements I take or suggest that you may want to incorporate in your therapy regime are as follows a good multi mineral vitamin high in B vitamins B vitamins being your all your bees that are very good for brain health and can assist you in in in many different brain functions also it should contain vitamin C an antioxidant that is very essential in fighting off different types of infections the other the next vitamin I take is vitamin D3 most Americans to aren't or staying inside way too much and not getting enough sunshine vitamin D3 is really not a vitamin to prohormone and help start to regulate your hormones and many different functions including functions of your brain it's a very necessary vitamin that I highly recommend you think about taking Fitbit next vitamin is magnesium magnesium is both heart and brain healthy it helps calm the heart the rhythm of the heart and also is very good for brain function it is a necessary vitamin that is that is overlooked much too often the next supplement I recommend is a good probiotic and it should be pointed out that God Health good gut health and brain health are very important there are many parasites that we have in our digestive system that can feed off all the good foods we eat and so that the nutrients don't get properly absorb throughout the body so good gut health is very essential Pro probiotic and I also take Ginger supplement again if my digestive system starts to act up I don't take any over-the-counter drugs I just take some ginger the last supplement I take is zinc zinc increases both your melatonin and serotonin levels essential in getting a good night's sleep as a noted before a good night's sleep is one of the most essential and most important things you can do in helping you recover it must be pointed out that supplements cannot replace a good well buying a balanced diet high in good fruits and vegetables fresh fruits and vegetables organic eggs grass-fed beef grass-fed organic eggs chicken turkey and and good fish Omega that which are high in omega-3 s so this is only a suggestion it is a very controversial subject with doctors and you need to discuss things before you take anything


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      September 2021


        The story continues

        Mind

        When it comes to supplementation it is very controversial topic especially with all the with the internet and misinformation that's out there in my case just my doctors alone my primary doesn't mind if I take some supplements my cardiologists is on the fence and my neurologist feels I'm wasting my time and money by taking any supplement I feel that two things one supplements don't replace a good well-balanced diet loaded in fresh fruits vitamins good organic eggs naturally fed organic chicken turkey grass-fed beef nothing replace reducing all processed food sugars from your diet drinking tons of water I think that is the foundation of a good diet some supplements I do take I take in low doses they are as follows I take a multi-mineral vitamin that is loaded with B vitamins especially because B vitamins to help the nervous system and brain I take the supplement magnesium again very good for heart for the heart especially the rhythm of the heart and the Brain it calms you down







        Stretching is an important building block and overlaps in all the four cornerstones of mind movement motion and muscle it is something I have practice twice a day that two types of stretching I I do one isn't a dynamic active stretch in the morning as I noted with a yoga stick and medicine ball I do a wide variety fast moving exercises to warm up the muscles tendons ligaments it's not calisthenics but it is done pretty fast and it does provide a good warm-up to where I'm able to move on to stability equipment the other type of stretching I do is static stretching this is a slow stretch and hold type stretch something that I got used to with track and field stretching the whole body I use a rubber band and stretch sometimes I'll hold for up to 30 seconds doing the whole body upper body and I find it very useful in reducing a lot of aches and pains there is another arpi practitioners of yoga I don't practice yoga I think it's a good thing to look into provided your you learn from a good instructor your physical therapist and primary you're okay with learning yoga the only problem I have with yoga is sometimes you can over stretch and strain the ligaments particularly in the knee area so you got to be careful with yoga type stretching there is another type of stretching that I'm aware of that is beneficial but again I don't know how to do it and that's the Russian view of weighted resisting stretching I don't know how to do this it's something that I would like to learn because of the results I see with the Russian athletes it's something that I have to look into more but for now even I recommend that you do your active Dynamic stretch in the morning and a slow static stretching evening it will help both be very helpful to your body and will also help in your in the recovery process






        Some additional supplements that I take and once again please check with your primary your physical therapist your cardiologist your team of doctors on if they are okay with you taking supplements there are there can be if any side effects occur discontinued use using small dosages and gradually increase the dosage to do a comfort level of digestion some additional supplements I take one is krill oil krill oil is high in omega-3 EPA DHA Omega-3s that you find in regular fish oils bit when you dissect your brain when scientists dissect your brain they find the brain is made up of Omega threes so that's why I take the Omega threes it's not just beneficial the heart it's beneficial to the brain Krill the added benefit to grill krill oil is that it has a powerful antioxidant call called astaxanthin this is what a Krill found in Antarctica Waters the asses Anna's and turns the fish pink in order to allow it to survive in those freezing temperatures it is an added plus it's something I take on a regular daily basis next supplement I recommend is turmeric curcumin this if you know anything about Indian South Asian food that use a lot of this Spice in there cooking it is a powerful anti-inflammatories herb it will help it is beneficial to both heart and brain health it is anti-inflammatory is something that you take in small dosage a warning is that with certain medications it can interfere so you need to check ahead with your doctor and on usage and dosage of turmeric curcumin the last edition of supplement I take is garlic garlic is a standby and all Mediterranean cooking it is used everywhere my mother would use it in all our cooking dishes it is something that has both anti-inflammatory properties good for the brain the heart and a powerful antioxidant to boost it is something like taking small quantities I don't get any bad breath from it is something I highly recommend but again check ahead before usage and dosage






        Aches and pains

        One of the problems with being with paralysis and physical therapy is the aches and pains that that a patient incurs to daily workouts this is normal even with with athletes of all levels you have varieties of aches and pains your body starts to break down and then build back up through Therapies some of the therapies I use as a noted before is stretching is ice ice applied directly to the area that feels very sore ice cold showers contrast bath will you do one minute cold and Then followed by two minutes of warm therapy I stay away from aspirin ibuprofen the reason being audio profen does affect your liver enzyme count your liver is one of the largest organs in your body it produces a powerful antioxidant in glutathione you do not want anything to affect your liver enzyme including audio profen so my advice is to keep the idea profen to a real minimum level speak to your doctor and physical therapist on reducing the pains that are affecting your body another big thing is to write a diary and noting what you're doing and go back to the drills and exercises that may be causing the pain in an in an area and and then either modifying the exercise and drill or even discontinuing the drill and exercise a great example for me was Ace I swing movement that is a common practice in kettlebell kettlebell exercise the Kettlebell I use instead of a kettlebell I use a single handle medicine ball which you swing between your legs it works your whole hip area and your abs and diaphragm but it was causing especially heavier loads was starting to cause lower back pain and I just started the lower the usage and repetitions to the point where it was manageable and I able to do so effectively today without any great pain to the diaphragm and lower back these are just some suggestions only again please speak to your therapist primary affection primary doctor on the reduction of aches and pains







        Movement and motion

        One of the most important training tools in your Rehabilitation therapy will be to purchase a mirror hang the mirror up in your workout space or your bedroom where you can see yourself one of the strangest things was when I was at the rehab hospital a therapist would walk with a mirror I couldn't figure this out why and now I understand the most important thing is to look at the mirror look at your posture make sure you're standing up straight your shoulders are back if you can practice drills in front of the mirror my left side of the body was affected neuro spasticity my left leg left foot arm and hand are all common I've been able to get some usage of the Foot & Leg back by walking heel-toe drills again and again in front of the mirror the same with my left arm swinging drills as if I was swimming back and forth back and forth watching myself my arm enjoying these drills again and again on the arm has come way back to the point where I could not even move it to where I'm able to swing it free or lie now I wish I could say the same with the left-hand but as you all know the hand and fingers are the most problematic area of getting the neuron activity back in the in the hand and fingers I practice drills every day and hoping to regain full use adjust of the Hand by doing various grip drills and movement drills in front of the mirror the mirror is something very important tool a provides feedback to the brain and can activate the neurons in the damaged areas of the body I will be back to you with other training tools later in this blog that can help you again please I'm not an expert I'm not a doctor consult your doctor your primary physician your physical therapist on the important training tools I'm recommending or suggesting here thank you







        Movement and motion

        Balance and stability equipment

        As I noted earlier in the blog that my legs were breaking down with soreness stiffness and minor injuries in the hips groin and quad areas I started to include old pieces of stability balance and stability equipment in my daily workouts I didn't realize use them years ago but had forgotten to include them in my workouts I started to include them three times a day with equipment such as the stability or yoga ball the bosu ball the Dyna discs and the balance mats along with foam rollers please note of caution to please speak to your physical therapist your primary physician on the purchases and incorporating a balance and stability workout in your route daily routine the importance of the balance and stability equipment is your core the musculature in your core is much bigger than a couple of crunches or Beachbody workout it wraps around your spine wraps around your pelvis your hips it connects to your hips and this is allows you when you start to strengthen your core you get start to get immediate results in strengthening your hips your core area this is very important with your nervous system there's a direct correlation with your core and your nervous system I started to see the difference right away when walking with the regular cane I didn't feel as unstable as I used to feel another important piece of equipment as a noted above is the foam rollers because the boy with the foam rollers you can lay on the foam rollers and do a self-induced massage massaging your muscles or tendons and the FAA she had that connects to the muscles ligaments and tendons this will help you feel a lot provide a lot of relief to sore aching muscles and Joints it's something that I do everyday and I recommend it highly but if you can please check before you purchase any equipment and start doing the exercises in your daily routine what we back to you with a couple other helpful suggestions on equipment later in the blog







        Movement and motion

        Mounted wall grips

        You may have seen the mounted wall grips at your rehab hospital or nursing home they are mounted on a wall or in the bathroom making it easier to stand and sit in your wheelchair I have to one in my workout area and one in the bathroom I didn't realize how important they are into they were mounted they can easily be mounted with a drill and and screws and someone that knows that has the necessary equipment and know-how and how to mount and secure the grips I do a variety of exercise has the most important being transfer exercises transfer and marching exercises lifting the left leg and then the right leg holding on with the left arm and then the right arm and repeating I also do calf raises and more importantly dorsiflexion exercises where the front part of your foot lift up onto the heel this isn't very important component in walking and it strengthens the whole it strengthens and provides Mobility to the ankle joint allowing you to walk easier I also do a variety of different light squats quarter squads have squats and even deep squats holding on to the gripper again please check with your doctor physical therapist when it comes the purchase of a gripper inside your residence they're very useful and I highly recommend it







        Mind

        Your number one goal

        Now that you're home and you're from the nursing home the rehab hospital the trauma center your number one priority is to heal yourself it's that simple what from the time you wake up early in the morning to the time you go to bed the goal is to heal yourself if it means it's not anymore 1 hour a day of physical therapy and playing a crossword puzzle which is nice for the mind your number one priority is to work and healing yourself if it means 10 hours 12 hours 14 hours a day whatever it takes your goal is to heal yourself and right now I put in I get up before 6 and I wake up workout and then at 8 at night I'm still working out there's no interruptions with bowl games TV cell phones none of this b******* it's work towards healing myself my diet my supplements my water intake my brain exercises I do it's all to heal myself to get better to be able to get back someday my goal is frankly to get back the competing again in track and field in various strengths Sports to be active again and to be able to do the things I used to do and enjoy them that's got to be your goal it's not all the peripheral stuff it's your goal is to heal yourself in the next block I will talk about lifestyle changes that you must do to heal yourself







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        Lifestyle change

        As I stated earlier in this blog your number one goal is to heal yourself to do that means a commitment and a work ethic that is going to do you're going to have to put in 12 14 hours a day 7 days a week 365 days a year you're going to have to do tens of thousands of repetitions to heal yourself heart of healing yourself and is to make Lifestyle Changes lifestyle changes to your diet if you're over eating if you're not getting enough fruits and vegetables if you're over eating binging on fast food then you need to speak to your primary physician your nutritionist or hire a nutritionist or perhaps even seek therapy on on how to curb your appetite and destructive food habits if you're the only drink you're putting into your body is alcohol then you need to quit drinking seek help go to an AA meeting and substitute the alcohol with a 1 gallon of water a day every now and then a cup of coffee or a cup of green tea but you got to the number one goal also with y'all in yourself is that good night asleep getting 10-12 hours of sleep every night 7 days a week if you're not getting a good night's sleep you're not going to heal yourself you got to make the necessary changes in a good good bed turning off all the electronics turning off the TV I don't want to hear the excuse that you want you got to watch dr. Phil at 10 at night to interrupt your sleep that's a load of bull s*** to you got it think about killing yourself also in addition to eating right drinking right sleeping right taking the rights up necessary supplements will all improve or I start to improve your not just your the way your strength your health your physical therapy but it's going to improve your mental approach to how you start your day is it how you finish the days you have goals in mind I want to walk further work walk faster be able to do more things with my strength training these are all realistic attainable goals that you'll start to see if you start to put in these Lifestyle Changes and your number one goal in healing yourself







        Mind

        Using your pineal

        Your pineal is what what is known as the third eye is it is in the middle of your forehead I didn't realize start using it until I became early disabled with my eyes I started to use as I've noted before my hearing my sense of smell my touch my other senses in order for me to see in the classroom in order for me to see playing basketball I could sense through hearing touch smell where my opponents were when dribbling a ball I could see I got to the point where I didn't even need glasses I could shoot the ball and make a basket all of us have it but none of us a lot of us don't utilize the senses that we have into the senses are taken away you have senses that you can utilize upload to your brain create almost a motion projector of the image that you that you want to see and from there it's download it again and again to your muscles and spinal cord it is something that other cultures have known about other athletes around the world over the centuries have utilized this is a training tool that involves using your senses your awareness practice and practice again and again the pineal is very real the third I can be used in my case it was used in place of the eye I don't see Ativan the eye that I'm legally blind in to get me through school work and I'm playing sports the utilization of your other senses is a great training tool to upload to your brain and there is where your pineal is try doing it try utilizing various mental exercises to utilize your pineal it is something that being disabled will help I will help you and your daily tasks







        No silver bullet

        Unfortunately for all stroke patients there are there is no miracle cure insecure or silver bullet methodology to remedying the effects of a stroke whatever type of stroke you had no I'm no Miracle exercises therapies medicines supplements nothing will instantly cure you the only thing that is going to assist you in getting healthy again is practice and thousands if not tens of thousands of repetitions walking doing core exercises at work and as I said living your life a living living a healthy lifestyle in addition to making your number one goal in life your number one priority of House of healing yourself that's the only way that's the only solution there is in terms of getting better getting healthy again anyone that tells you that they have a miracle cure a supplement or something a methodology is a scammer and you should be stay away from always check what your therapist your doctors and your caretakers before entering into anything new to assist you in your healing process







        FAILURE AND FRUSTRATION

        All too often throughout the day daily life of a stroke survivor the most simplest things that you once took for granted become the hardest things to do whether it be dressing bathing are getting food together these at times become very hard things to do very difficult tasks and at times the difficulties can lead to incredible failures and with failure frustration are the premier using my left hand to grasp things turn things is extremely difficult grasping a cup of coffee holding on to a plate of eggs and then walking and balancing myself from the kitchen into the dining room without holding onto a cane is at times can be extremely difficult at times and as I said very frustrating the my only solution to the failure in frustration the failures are going to happen to all Strokes of survivors and you're going to have to get used to it and the frustration is just comes with the failure the My Only Solution comes through coming through practice practicing the repetitions with your physical therapies again and again on a daily basis being patient with all stroke survivors the timeline for the neurons to rewire and regenerate takes varies from person to person some people can regenerate within months after the stroke hit person like myself it's going on 5 years and I still have difficulty with my hand I do the the leg and arm have gotten better but the hand hasn't persevering through these difficult times not giving up not quitting and the last. Prayer putting your faith in the almighty above and praying 4 things to to get better even if you are a non believer in God prayer with meditation and breathing can be a healthy way of relieving the stress and frustration that builds up with failure so keep that in mind







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        Medications

        Regarding all medications you are being prescribed at the at a Trauma Center rehab hospital nursing home you really don't have a choice on this matter you must take them as prescribed my only suggestion is to note any type of discomfort you're in headaches muscle aches nausea diarrhea hi Val brakes noted all to your Physicians your primary physician your cardiologist neurologist of the various reactions you're having to the medication they probably will not reduce the get rid of the medications but they may reduce the dosage but again it's up to the doctor to decide this decision based on the information you're providing to them and example was when I got out of the rehab hospital I was prescribed to take two different types a blood pressure medication one of the blood pressure medications did not affect me the second one produced tremendous headaches in the back of my head in which case the primary physician noted that this medication does constrict the blood vessels in the back of the head and they stopped it all together I still take the other blood pressure medication twice a day everything is closely monitored by my primary physician cardiologist neurologist and right now everything seems to be working okay with my numbers staying basically the same so my message to you is the note how your body feels while taking it and then note those your complaints to your primary physician for any changes or lowering of dosages







        Movement and motion

        Stairs

        Walking up and down stairs in my home has been a real challenge to me when I first got home from the nursing home I had great difficulty going up and down the stairs with practice I've been able to go up and down pretty very easily even with the smaller canes with a narrow base at the bottom but it what I discovered is that walking up and down your stairs your staircase can be a training tool rather than just moving here from the ground floor to the first floor you can use the stairs for for variety of exercises one is step-ups where you're stepping from the ground floor to the first stair with your foot and your left foot and then your right foot in alternating almost like marches you can do it from the ground floor to the second stair what's great about the stairs as they have railings that you can hold onto in case you start to feel unbalanced and unsteady another grade exercise to do is to squat sitting down on honest are where your parallel and then stand Squat and stand sit back down you can put the affected leg out in front so when you squat now you squat squat down it's putting more pressure on the affected leg it is a great exercise I do it daily I recommend that you incorporate stair work in your training habits please keep in mind that one thing one mistake I made was reverting back to when I was in track and field running and throwing the shot put I would do he'll work out and run stairs at a stadium and nearby stadium and discovered the reputable the repetitive walking up and down stairs made my leg shorter than healthier my knees the patella tendon really felt it so I discourage repetitive repetition training on stairs while you're recovering from a stroke with all stair work please check with your physical therapist and your primary physician beforehand







        Movement and motion

        2 x 4's

        A great training device for movement in Motion in assisting you in your walking is a is a two-by-four I everyone has an old two-by-four in their garage or tool shed I'll cut it down where it's 4 ft in length and where you can place it in front of you near a gripper or place where you can hold onto you can do step continually step with your left foot tapping the two-by-four stepping down then your right foot Left Foot Right Foot what's great about the two-by-four you can switch to the side go with your left foot sideways laterally tapping the two-by-four the same with the right you can do it backwards stepping almost like a hamstring curl stepping onto it or even over backwards to 2 x 4 doing it left right left right again and again you can step over it frontways over the two-by-four you can do a wide variety a balance drills standing on one foot into a one-legged squat Left Foot Right Foot and then pudding standing on your left foot you can move your right foot to the front and back and almost into a lunge formation where you can do lunges a two-by-four is an inexpensive piece of equipment but necessary a vital tool in assisting you in your progression of movement and in Walking it's something I highly recommend you incorporate your daily training







        Muscle

        Makeshift pushup bar

        One of the most frustrating things when I got home from the nursing home is that I quickly discovered I could no longer do a basic push-up not even a girl's push-up my left arm was so weak I was so unbalanced and unsteady in attempting to do a push up on my bed that I almost fell off the bed what I discovered was with the two foam rollers that I talked about and balance and stability equipment if I put them space in shoulder width on the bed and then put the yoga stick on top of the foam rollers I can grab onto the put yoga stick with my hands and then lower myself down into push-up position I can start to crank out a wide variety of different push-ups regular Style shoulder-width military style dive-bomber close-grip push ups one-handed push-ups by hand and holding on to the yoga bar it is a great tool for building up your upper body strength your chest your deltoids your triceps all get worked out when doing push-ups it's a great tool to do I highly recommend it and I recommend that you Incorporated in your physical training routine once again please talk to your physical therapist on this and if you need assistant make sure that you have your caretaker that is near you by you making sure that the bed is safe and secure you are when you attempt to do this

        I used to love to do pull-ups pull-ups of all types even a weighted pull-ups where a 45lb weight would be attached to a weightlifting belt and pulling myself up and down I enjoyed the the workout it work my all my back muscles by latissimus muscle in my traps I really enjoyed the work the back work and upper back workout from it when I got home the damage from the stroke I could barely even get my arms to reach up over my head and grab on to the power rack bar that that I used to use as a pull-up bar I could no longer even do that what I discovered was I an extension cord laying around in my tool shed I hooked it up to the power rack you could hook it up to your gripper I use instead of doing a basic pull up I held on to it both hands and started doing pull-ins where I would squat down and then pull myself up and in in in as if squatting down Pull in in once a motion working the lat muscles at the lower leg muscles it's not a pull up what is a Poulan that you can start to get some you can start the work the latissimus muscles and the trapezius muscles at once another thing I discovered with the extension cord if I hold and roll around my hands tightly I can start to do crazy rope motions but you see a lot of MMA fighters using the crazy rope but I recommend you trying to do it even with an extension cord I use it I've gotten great results in my being able to move my arms up and down and that is transferred into greater overall our movement especially of my affected left arm it's an extension cord we all have it weather would be for Christmas lights power outages there there you can easily hook it up to do a pull in or a crazy rope exercise







        Muscle

        Dumbbells

        An important component in regaining your strength and muscle tone is the use of a dumbbell now when I got back from the nursing home I could not even pick up a one kilo to pound dumbbell the affected left arm and hand preventing me from being able to press it through a lot of intensive intensive repetitions with bands the makeshift push-up bar that I discussed in previous Blog the use of a single handle medicine ball has allowed me now to be able to lift a 5 lb medicine ball swinging it and doing a wide variety of drills does regaining a lot of motion in my left arm my hand is still affected but I'm working on it I also Now do number of bodybuilding exercises with my left arm with my right good arm assisting the left arm I can now you can lift use of a 34 up to a 35lb dumbbell with my right arm barely touching my left arm and in a wide-ranging amount of different types of bodybuilding exercises I cannot I'm trying hard but I cannot use resemble my left and right arm simultaneously the way I used to in in bodybuilding exercises I can't do that right now working towards it I can do it with two single handled medicine balls but I can't do it with the the barbell dumbbells they slide out of my hand now with all use of dumbbells where they'd be with one kilo a 5 lb medicine ball or a 35lb dumbbell please consult with your therapist at and your primary physician and make sure you have a spotter a person that works with you that can assist you enforce rest wrapping the repetitions and taking the object out of your hands if when you tire is very important to have a training partner when you use any type of dumbbell equipment







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        Lasting scars

        When I comb my hair I can feel the Deep incision cuts that they made in my head to remove to take off my pallet scalp and to remove the blood clots in my brain other than that I have a noticeable scar by my temple and a large scar on my stomach from where the feeder tube and my parts of the scallop were the other than that we have noticeable besides the weakness in the left arm and hand and in difficulty walking at times things are starting to heal the scars are starting to fade a little bit and I am starting to regain the nerve the function of my limbs little by little through hard work other noticeable scars RV Breakout I in hives on my ankle leg where the afo brace would be and on my hand but again with time and proper medication things are healing







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        PTSD

        One of the last blast scars that would remain a once I got released from the nursing home was I was continuing with continuing to have flashbacks and Nightmares of the trauma center which I really don't remember the emergency brain surgery but I remember vividly the reconstructive surgeries the rehab hospital and the nursing home all would come back to me vividly in flashbacks dreams nightmares I'd wake up in the middle of night thinking I was hearing orderlies delivering walking through the hallway delivering supplies food trays Etc that you normally here in a nursing home and rehab hospital I didn't realize at the time that this might have been the trauma might have been a form of PTSD I wasn't irritable I wasn't getting angry the only times I would get angry or irritable with more through frustration and a lack of things I can do but having my mother around she would quickly make me realize that that home was that they home being home was the best place to be it was a comfortable setting and I had an awful lot to be thankful for and I would that I needed to stop feeling for myself sorry for myself and get out there and and get out there and try to rehabilitate myself and live and do the things I used to do







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        Being grateful

        When I was home and at times I would get get angry and frustrated with the lack of things I could no longer do my mother was a great strength and inspiration to me she would quickly remind me that how grateful I need to be that I what I had gone through and survived the neurosurgeon had colder and over the phone told her I had at 10 in 88 to 90% chance of dying or being permanently mentally disabled I've gone and survived that I had a lot to be thankful for just because I couldn't use the left side of my body like I used to don't feel sorry for yourself push yourself heal yourself free yourself from from your left side deficit and it is that inspiration reason why I created this blog not just to help me but hopefully the pool of information that we put out there will help other stroke survivors most people don't realize there are 800,000 people in the United States a year will suffer a stroke there are eight million surviving stroke survivors in the United States so there are people out there that if you're searching for information once again I hope the blog here inspires you or you learn something the two to push yourself to heal yourself to Free Yourself this blog is dedicated to my late mother Marie







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        Brain exercises

        When it comes to brain exercises at the rehab hospital I worked closely with a speech therapist on basic drills Reading Writing but also speech bring thinking and brain cognition I have to admit it was it was difficult and I was pretty slow at the time at the nursing home the speech therapist actually had me doing puzzles and logic equations which really force my brain to think and made it very difficult but with time my brain started to respond and I started to think better clear and able to speak much better I became more cognizant of my speech and how I spoke and my thinking patterns so I think that the basic exercises at the rehab hospital in the nursing home where helping me







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        Back to school

        When I came home from the nursing home my mother took over the academics it was Back to School Reading Writing arithmetic everyday for almost an hour or day long Columns of additional problem subtraction multiplication and division were were mandatory for me to figure out without a calculator this was very difficult since as you are aware of in high school college you can use calculators and I believe today even in college you can use your iPhone but wait for me it it took time but I started to get the hang of it and started to solve the problems became easier and easier in addition to the Reading Writing and arithmetic there was memorization mom would give me five words to to learn and repeat and spell exactly back to her the following day a 24-hour. Of memorization in addition she whipped out an atlas and pointed to various places around the world both Capital Cities and ports around the world for me for me to relearn and recite back to her the next day glass thing was a deck of cards where we would play some cards memorizing the cards looking at the cards help my mind in addition to crossword puzzle just filling out a crossword puzzle getting my mind to think and use what I could to solve the crossword puzzle all contributed to my mental health and well-being I highly recommend that while you're at home your guardian or therapist assist you with Reading Writing arithmetic exercises memorization drills for your mental for your brain health and brain development








        Mind

        Reading drills

        By far the most important drill mom made me do was reading standing up and reading out loud to her it could be anything a magazine a book but reading for at least 15 to 20 minutes out loud tour every day this was very difficult for me my vision is in good and at first the print I seemed to be just one black line I could not differentiate the separate words so my reading in the beginning was very difficult I had to do it sentence by sentence paragraph by paragraph page by page it took me months to be able to finish a complete book reading this way it was very difficult I didn't like doing it but I got better and better with time and I recommend that every stroke survivor try to read every day and we try reading out loud to your guardian for them to assist you with words phrases and to hear the pitch of your voice it's very important and it's a necessary drill that unfortunately but you have to learn to love a today I force myself to read at least 20 minutes a day I think it's improving my brain power my my reading skills and my reading cognition in addition to the way I speak







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        Writing drills

        As I noted the stroke was on the right side of my brain and affected my whole left side my right side is fine I am able to write inside my name which in the beginning signing my name on the check was very difficult it took me time for my eyes to adjust where to sign and how to sign my name my left side is a completely different story especially my left hand and fingers there's no movement whatsoever in terms of being able to type anything with my left hand away I used to and I've tried now to start grasping a pen and writing each letter of an alphabet on a legal pad we're all just one line write the letter a and then B c and do do a 20 30 x d e and so forth through the alphabet what I'm discovering is a little more feeling in the hand once my fingers were so dead there were no no activity whatsoever no Feeling by grasping the pen and forcing it to write a letter I think it's helping and a very small limited way and hopefully I'll continue to do this and someday I'll be able to write and type again








        My story

        Please note that this blog here is dedicated to the eight hundred thousand a year Strokes arrived stroke 800000 people who suffer stroke this year alone in the United States and the 8 million stroke survivors it's important to note that I am not a doctor a therapist I'm only a stroke survivor who is star who survived a hemorrhagic stroke that required to emergency brain surgeries and 1/3 reconstructive surgery done in two separate days the information I provide for you is based on a true story of Life inside the trauma center the rehab hospital the nursing home and being discharged to home the information I provide is my is based on my own therapies that I've read about and practice that a help me regain my ability to walk on my left side with a single cane and regain the use of my left arm ice to lack the mobility in my fingers of a left-hand but I'm trying very hard to correct that with various drills I hope this information here is a useful tool and will help all stroke survivors their families and their Guardians I will go into detail later on in this blog on my the mistakes I made for all Guardians to see and make the corrective make any corrections in their lifestyle







        My story

        Mistake 1, looking healthy feeling healthy

        In my 40s and 50s I have become a gym rat working out religiously everyday with with weights both bodybuilding and powerlifting lifts followed I would follow the weightlifting session with an hour of explosive plyometric training which is sprinting jumping medicine ball training and substitute that on Alternate day with some martial arts of variety of martial arts Styles like karate movie Tie and boxing on weekends I would actually jump into all Comer track and field meets and throw the shot put discus and Hammer with some success I enjoyed my workouts look good I felt great but I didn't realize that what you see in the mirror is not necessarily what what is it what your inside of your body looks like

        Mistake 2, not going for regular checkups

        As I noted I was working out regularly felt good and saw no need to go to the doctor my thoughts were if it's not broken why fix besides I I really just had an aversion to two doctors and did not go it been over twenty years since I gone to a doctor do to I had a case of the flu and needed an antibiotic but that was it on the whole I did not go for regular checkups did not go for blood work and this is a big mistake I urge everyone out there if you haven't gone to go see make an appointment with your primary physician get a regular checkup get blood work done let the doctor look at the markers in your blood your HDL LDL homocysteine levels your blood sugar levels your your protein levels to make sure that the markers in your body on the inside or okay and that you're on the inside and good health in addition to taking your Vital Signs blood pressure pulse Etc

        Mistake number 3, not knowing my family history

        At the time of my stroke I did not know fully my family history I didn't realize my father had died in the oven and stomach stroke which I did not not to be confused with the type of stroke that nearly killed me both grandfather's on my mother and father sides died of trans ischemic attack more commonly known as Tia mini strokes from heavy cigar use on my mother's side that would be my grandmother who died of congested heart failure and my mother who would suffer from heart arrhythmia known as atrial fibrillation these are all factors to take into consideration which I ignored and or did not fully understand it's important that you check with your Guardians and your own family on your own family history your parents grandparents great-grandparents on what they died of to see if you if there's any correlation that you might inherited Gene that a doctor could prescribe a certain specific test to look at







        My story

        Mistake 4, lifestyle

        I live in a suburb of New York City and after college took a job working in Manhattan I became a licensed stockbroker and soon realized that the hours were very very long 12 to 14 hours a day where were the norm plus adding in an hour-and-a-half commute each way at total of 3 hours commuting and trying to grab a quick workout at the gym at the end of the day we're looking at getting up at 6 in the morning and coming home at 11 at night I was exhausted I wasn't sleeping right and I would try to say to myself I'll try to make it up on the weekend only to go out with my friends partying dancing drinking again no no sleep when I change jobs from a stockbroker and downtown to Midtown head of sales for shipping company doing a lot of customer service work and pricing work again the Sleep deteriorated deteriorated to a point of less than 5 hours a day I go for months like this just long hours working waking up in sleep thinking about pricing policies at or pricing quotes that I was putting together in the middle of my dreams not sleeping good this is a critical point in all our lives where are we sometimes sacrifice our health to in order to make wealth only to find our health suffers and we have to use our wealth to buy back or health so it's a very critical point not just in your healing but in your lifestyle and getting a good eight to ten hours of sleep a night and if you're not then then you got to make the necessary changes because it's that important sleep is that important

        Feeling like Superman

        With my work in the city and my workouts at the gym I felt good look good and had a almost confidence and arrogant confidence about myself that disease was for older people not me it's not going to happen to me that I can outlive the diseases but the harsh reality is you can't you cannot modify the genetic DNA you inherit it's a critical point no amount of working out diet supplements can change the DNA you inherit the only creature on Earth that can modify its own DNA is an octopus not Youmans we're not built that way to modify our own DNA we inherit are the arrogance that I that came with the workouts working in the city having fun at the pubs and clubs was just being young and stupid and I regret it now but it's something that I hope you realize deeply that we're all human we're all going to grow old and we're all going to be subject to various types of diseases and unfortunately some of us are going to suffer whether being a hospital or Rehab Hospital a treat Trauma Center a nursing home but we're going to suffer and I'm hoping that you make the necessary changes that no matter what you eat how you work out how well you're competing in your you're your hobbies that you're going to grow old and you're going to look like your parents your grandparents and you may end up suffering like them so please make the necessary lifestyle changes to avoid the Arrogant mentality of feeling like Superman







        My story

        Stroke facts

        What is a stroke basically it's think of it as a heart attack of the brain there's a lack of oxygen cause by a blockage inside the brain there are two types of stroke is stomach where the blockage is due to a blocked vessel and hemorrhagic where the Carotid artery fills up with blood and bursts there's also many or call t I a trans ischemic attack or mini strokes Strokes affect some 800,000 Americans a year they'll eat me in stroke survivors living in the United States stroke survivors or all all Races ethnic types genders and all ages and surprisingly more than a third of Strokes or not are for people under the age of 65 they're not it's not just a senior disease which creates a myth about the word stroke it only happens in old people in fact a lot of younger people are affected by Strokes



        Video

        Progression and notes...


          I wanted to add a few find anything any interesting facts additionally what I have on stroke then posted here with...

          Facts on stroke

          There's a lot of information and it's good to put it out (more to follow).


          Videos (in chronological order)

          Notes - it's painful to post it but I think it's important to show:

          the 2016 video from from the nursing home

          Back in 2016 this is how I walked...



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        ...and then, early 2021 we will show walking with the the quad cane, taking out the garbage, walking down the driveway, how how long it took me...

        And then switching over to the wooden cane, doing the same same thing, taking out the garbage, walk in the driveway, walking the backyard, and finally walking with no pain in the backyard. So it's sort of like a chronological a video of my progression with walking.

        Hopefully in the fall, will be doing walking further and better as time develops.


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        My story, updated

        My own arrogance feeling like superman

        As a kid growing up I tended my fair share of funerals but never thought that I would I too would get sick and someday might almost died near my home was a senior citizens complex I see the elderly walking and say to myself as I dribbled a basketball on to a court that that being old and feeble would never happen to me I guess when I got older with working out looking healthy feeling healthy not having a cold for almost 20 years I grew very arrogant about my own my own health and my own mortality not realizing how close you are to being sick to a catastrophic injury limiting your mobility and you're your own lifestyle looking healthy feeling healthy not going to doctors not knowing my own family history maybe arrogant I just said to myself well that that happens to other people it won't happen to me I pushed it out of my mind and just said and accepted the gray hairs continue to workout continue to train hard but not realizing that hey I'm not Superman Immortal person that through my own DNA will someday grow old and die it's a very important to note that exercise diet proper intake of fluids does not modify or change the DNA you're born with you can't modify it humans aren't octopuses octopuses are the only creature on Earth that can modify change its own DNA we can't and we got to accept the fact that we're going to grow old we're going to get sick and we're going to die and it's for this reason that I say to you this may have been the biggest mistake of my life so I understand that you're mortal but you're subject to illness when growing old that you need to take care of yourself by getting check-ups by getting your blood tested and by getting enough rest and making changes in your lifestyle to get enough rest







        Mind

        Visualization: Using your pineal

        Several years ago at a gym I belong to I was working out regularly with weights but signed up for a karate class the instructor was a third-degree black belt and had me hold onto a pack of matches and with one hand and blindfolded he was able to do a roundhouse kick and kick the matches out of the hand without hurting my hand and without touching any other part of my body I was amazed I asked him incredulously how he did it he just said he used his third eye did not know what he was talking about 3 since we we have two eyes he said no we have three eyes most of us don't use the third eye which is the pineal and what he did it explain to me is he uploaded all his senses the sight smell mice hearing he could hear my breathing had a good take on the distance between himself and may the smell of my cologne he could visual upload those senses into his brain and visualize where I was holding the matches while blindfolded I was amazed and just recently implemented a little bit of this when walking barefoot on the grass I decided to not just to touch the grass with my feet and my hands but the smell the grass after it's freshly cut by a lawn mower the sound of a lawn mower the site of the grass and uploaded these Senses Into My Brain visualizing me walking better faster and longer with the wooden cane and I was amazed that after this mental exercise it felt the walk felt much easier it didn't feel I didn't feel unbalanced and I could walk a little faster and further will continue to do this I encourage you all to visualize your progress and to upload any and all the senses I bet that can that you can use I use just walking on grass but you can use other examples to better yourself and better your your walking ability







        The fall - updated

        In early May 2016 I awoke and began my day as I normally had the last like the last few years I started the day with an hour of of weight training first doing the basic power lifts in the squat deadlift and bench press I followed that with two Olympic lifts in the power snatch and the power pole from the ground this was followed by some assistance bodybuilding work assistant exercises after the weight training I went to the backyard and did an hour apply a metric training running jumping sprinting throwing a medicine ball for an hour on the grass in the hot sun after that I set up some cones took out the shot put and discus 6 throws with the shot the shot sailed each throw into the mid-50s next was The discus and The discus sailed almost the length of the backyard which was at the time was measured at almost 50 m the I felt strong fast and felt that this year would be a good year it when I entered the track and field meet hitting 50 plus feet in the shot 50m Plus in The discus or definite possibilities the strength was there my form was finally improving where I wasn't failing hooking or or slicing that this gets her shot they felt it felt good felt strong felt like this was going to be a good year as the day progressed I decide after breakfast I decide to do some yard work and that's when I noticed my head started to feel very light-headed as I continued on in the in the yard work the lightheadedness turn to dizziness dizziness to the point where things were spinning around me as if I had been on a a a a merry-go-round or a amusement park ride out it was really spinning I could barely stand a try this struggle eventually I just sat down and then laid down in the backyard things were spinning wildly around me I tried to get up pull myself up I couldn't get my legs just would not Bend and get me up just twist and position a woman on the street yelled to me if she could call an ambulance I told her to yes I needed assistance I could hear 10 minutes later I could hear the ambulance in the background and that's when I realized that something was definitely wrong with me the EMT showed up they lifted me onto a cart and into the ambulance my mother was up in the window looking on in horror didn't know what was going on the other neighbors gathered and I was scared when the ride to the trauma center was probably the longest ride in my life I didn't know what was wrong with me the EMTs kept checking back with me to see if I was okay if I could breathe if I needed oxygen I told him I was fine they told me they were taking me to a local Trauma Center that they believe I had suffered a massive stroke and they were taking me to this Trauma Center those would be the last words I would hear for the for the next 4-6 weeks into I to waken that I had suffered a stroke and they were taking him to a Trauma Center I held on tightly inside the inside the ambulance as it made its turn into the trauma center I prayed that things would work out it be 6 weeks later into I would awaken








        Mistake 2 - updated

        Not getting regular checkups and not knowing your numbers

        As I've stated I was a gym rat working out regularly every day and I look good felt good so the old adage of you know why fix something if it's not broke I hadn't had a cold and over 20 years so I didn't bother going for a regular checkup and this was a huge mistake I regret it not knowing my numbers when I say numbers blood pressure HDL LDL triglyceride homocysteine getting blood work done will you let you know your your liver enzyme blood sugar count and also your protists are prostate number these are all important numbers with your health as you get on in age you only numbers I was concerned about was what I could do with no wait Lou weight room and on a track that's it regular check-ups I couldn't care and and didn't know understand that didn't really fully understand the importance of a regular checkup and understand the importance of of the numbers I've stated above their very important I suggested everyone go at least every 6 months or once a year for a regular checkup and I get blood work done where they're really coming back to you with all your HDL LDL triglyceride homocysteine liver enzyme count blood sugar levels so that the doctor can look at these as markers to make sure that you're healthy and that there's nothing wrong with you








        Mistake 1 - updated

        Looking healthy feeling healthy

        After running track in college I got into a regular I joined a gym and became a real a gym rat work working out regularly with weights and taking karate lessons that were available in addition to doing regular Plyometrics workouts in my backyard I really enjoyed the workouts I felt strong look strong and received a lot of compliments on the on my physique the problem was I may have looked healthy and felt healthy but I can't see the inside of your body and your brain and what's really going on inside you when looking at it yourself in a mirror or when you're going to the beach to show off your body your looks are deceiving and it is very important not to fall into the Trap of just because you're working out and looking good and getting a lot of compliments that you really could be quite sick inside and unhealthy so it's very very important to schedule regular check-ups with your primary physician let them go over your family history let them do blood work on you let them look at the important markers in your blood and then from there make adjustments if you have to with your diet and lifestyle







        Mistake 4 - updated

        My own arrogance, feeling like superman

        I was in my forties and feeling good looking good with the with the weight training the martial arts supply metric and even getting into throwing the shot put and discus now at the track meet held on the weekend sponsored by USA Track & Field I felt pretty good I look good the problem was I wasn't going to the doctor wasn't going for regular checkups I felt that since I hadn't had a cold in 20 years why fix something that's not broken so I didn't bother going to the doctor for regular check-ups I really didn't understand my own family history never talked to my mother about it just became arrogant that middle-aged affects other people that getting sick and and and and week was for seniors with diet and nutrition that they wouldn't buy this wouldn't affect me I felt like Superman I didn't realize you know even Superman has his own Kryptonite and this was a huge mistake on my part we have all have to understand that were mortal people we grow growing old is part of the life cycle getting gray hair getting losing muscle is is is is part of the life cycle getting sick when you get older is part of the life's aging process I was in deep Denial on this and I think that a lot of people are with another with short quick fixes that you see on YouTube commercials advertising the latest fad and supplement we think we can suddenly shortcut or hack the aging process when we can't we got to accept that we're all going to get old and we're all going to die this is a very very hard thing for people especially Americans to swallow this might have been my biggest mistake right here alone with the other mistakes I noted before







        Updated - Trauma and transfer

        The ambulance made a sharp left turn in into the Trauma Center parking lot I clung tightly to the the gurney I was strapped to afraid that I was going to roll out of the back doors of the ambulance the last words I heard Peter were taken to the trauma center because we think you suffered a catastrophic stroke for the next six weeks I'd be in the IC unit at the trauma center I don't remember anything the neurosurgeon at the trauma center a world-class neurologist called my mother to tell her that I had suffered a hemorrhagic stroke I had two blood clots on my brain needed emergency surgery right away the surgeries were risky the neurosurgeon to live out there that I had in 88 to 90 per cent chance of of dying and or the blood clots bleeding into the brain causing permanent brain damage the bleeding of the clots is what he wanted to avoid the first surgery was that they took my pallet scalp off my head stuck it in my abdomen and then connected a feeder tube on the other side of my Adam to feed and nourish the scallop on in the inside my abdomen the next day emergency surgery was performed to go deep inside my head to remove the blood clots my mother only asked that the priests be brought in in two sacraments of last rites were performed before each surgery all the surgeries went well and I would stay at the trauma center for six weeks where tubes would feed me liquid food fluids and a nurse would check my vitals and needed it to see if I needed to be changed I do not remember anything at this at the trauma center for 6 weeks I would have wake I would be transferred out of the trauma center to a rehab hospital where I would awaken







        The awakening at the rehab hospital

        I awoke in a state of Darkness it was like if it was dark all the time via as if it was early Dawn who are these strange people coming and going I felt an incredible heaviness as if there was a hundred pound weight on my body I could not move I touched my head at the head felt as if someone took a sledgehammer and hammered my head it felt smashed in I couldn't figure out what happened I touched my stomach there was a giant lump as if I was pregnant what was going on there were rings on the other side of my stomach what were these Rings had I gotten gone out drinking with my friends and went to a tattoo body piercing place the night before what was going on what was this lump what were these rings why was it so dark what it happened to my head and why was I wearing at 8 a football helmet I couldn't figure out anything I couldn't speak I just saw people coming and going it shadows in the dark it would be Weeks Later when a friend of mine came to visit he placed a pair of rosary beads on my bed stand and started talking to me about work the work that I used to boo with shipping Customer Service pricing sales and within minutes I gasped and said the word email and started been talkin to him it was if it was if the angels that answered my mother's prayers she came running in and I started to converse to my friend and then to the therapist and then the head of a physical rehabilitation from there on I started to talk and to start to piece together what it happened the the two emergency brain surgeries how they had taken off my pallet scalp put it in my stomach and then connected a feeder tube to nourish the pallet the pieces of pallet in my stomach I had to wear a helmet now to protect my head at the rehabilitation hospital and I have to keep it on until the reconstructive surgery I was really in and out and really it took me time to speak to connect my thoughts and to converse with the therapist the head of Rehabilitation would come in every day with a smile and ask me my name where I was at just basic questions I started to remember things but still other things were disconnected I had a hard time remembering things conversing putting my head thoughts together to talk at the same time some of my vision and my because the stroke was on the right side of my brain it affected the left side of my body including my vision I had what was called left side neglect I had a paralysis in my left arm left hand left leg left foot which would require tremendous amounts of real Rehabilitation at the rehab hospital I my first conversation to my mother was she tried to explain to me what was going on she was happy that I was able to talk to her because she felt for a while that I might have been permanently brain damaged as always able to talk to her she explained to me that I was very very lucky that God had spared me my life I wasn't dead that here at the rehab hospital I have to make the best of it and try to improve







        Updated - life at the rehab hospital

        Life at the rehab hospital would start normally around 7 with with a nurse coming in to check on me to wake me up at 2 and then another one coming in to catheterize me to get me to get the urine out of my body and then another nurse to change my diaper they would before they catheterize me they would put a harness on me and then use a Hoyer lift to lift me up to the ceiling in the beginning I found this to be just painful but I got used to it and in fact it it it seemed to stretch out my lower back that was stiffening up from being in the wheelchair after that they would wheel me into the med station where they give me the medicine check my Vital Signs and then wheel me into breakfast where I'd have breakfast and then a girl will come in and give me my schedule for the day regarding Rehabilitation therapy Physical Therapy occupational therapy speech therapy where I supposed to go and and and the time that they work the therapy was set for physical therapy was basic stand and transfer from the wheelchair to a cot back to the wheelchair pivoting sitting maintaining my balance occupational therapy was basic drills on hygiene in the morning brushing the teeth no no shaving but no real Razors electric razors only and regarding putting on my clothes speech therapy with start with me basic drills of speaking learning to answer questions logic and reasoning and that too was fine sometimes there would be another physical therapy at the end of the day or sometimes they would add it on in the mornings with beginning to walk drill stand and walk this was extremely difficult because besides losing muscle mass a stroke you start to lose your your balance altogether and your center of gravity it's it's as if your kid again learning to walk they would use 5 therapist to stand me up and stand on the other side to me and one with a mirror so I could watch my posture as I would try to walk first with it with a cane a quad cane was given and it would be a very short distance and then back to my room and in the process would begin with with a catheterization changing my diaper lunch the same thing with dinner I didn't watch much TV at the at the hospital all I wanted to do was to regain reflecting my thoughts again and try to get strong again I look forward to talking to the therapist and for six weeks I didn't talk to anyone so it felt great to talk to them to meet new friends and just try to get my life back together one piece at a time the therapy went well and it would be in August of 2016 where the final a big test was for me to walk up and down stairs and then the length of the hallway with a cane I passed the test I was scared to death in terms of walking up and down the stairs the therapist was very kind and when I got done I'd come a long way from when I first entered the rehab hospital it was now onto a New Journey at the at the rehab and nursing home and I was looking forward to it I was nervous but at the same time looking forward to it







        Updated - reconstructive surgery at the trauma center

        In July 2016 did the day came for me to go back to the trauma center and have the scallop in my stomach reattached my head the feeder tube in my stomach taken out I was scared to death because I was thinking of all the things that could go could go wrong here the doctors at the rehab hospital shorted me everything would be fine the day of the surgery I was in the ambulance being transferred over the mtsb who what type of surgery I was having I explained it to her she assured me that the surgeon that was going to do it was one of the best if not the best in the world I had nothing to fear she explained that her fiance on a local highway coming home one night a piece of scaffolding flew off a truck crashed through the windshield and soiled his head in half and this surgeon that was operating on me put his head back together and saved his life that I had nothing to fear when I was brought in to the emergency room is greeting by the surgeon and his team of Surgeons that would be assisting him they explained in detail what they were going to do how they were going to reattach my scalp with titanium plates titanium screws how they would use the next day take out the feeder tube with laparoscopic surgery and then use and then I should would be transferred back to the rehab hospital for another months of rehab work the when they wheeled me through surgery it was if I was in Houston Command Center that it was just row a row of desks of technicians nurses came out of everywhere running me fast for various tests MRI chest x-ray head x-ray Vital Statistics everything was going so fast I really couldn't comprehend and I couldn't imagine the speed at which they were working it's as if they were like a a special forces team working in sync with their mission was to make sure that the surgery go as smoothly and fast as possible they knocked me under and when I awoke I remember the surgeon saying to me Peter on a scale of 1 to 10 what's the pain level I told him it was 80 it was unbearable the pain was red-hot and I wanted literally to jump out of a window to relieve the pain I was in screaming pain they called in for a pain management nurse who then would administer painkillers to alleviate the pain of the of the incision wounds in my scalp the titanium plates the screws this some 275 Staples in my head in my stomach the pain would contain continue through the night it got to the point where a 10 lb bag of ice was given to the back of my head which I use to help me get to sleep an hour of sleep and then the next day it became 2 hours 3 hours I continue down the pain meds for about 5 days Oxycontin morphine were given to me every hour for 5 days eventually my mother stepped in and told that the pain meds May I'm a overdose and that the stop discontinue the pains continue with the ice but stop with the pain meds they did and I was eventually released back to the care of the rehab hospital I doubt I will still have 3 titanium plates and 12 titanium screws in my head I cannot walk through an airport without a permission slip from a doctor explaining the reason for the titanium in my head the feeder tube to my stomach or Don replace with a good cigar in my stomach I was grateful that everything went well I'm alive I'll make the best of the next month at the rehab hospital and then from there move on to the nursing home







        Back at the rehab hospital

        In early August 2016 I was transferred back to the rehab hospital it felt good to be back to say hello to some familiar faces that would work with me life was buys basically the same revolved around three meals a day the changing of the diaper the catheterization the med station and physical therapy occupational therapy and speech therapy provided on a daily basis at the end of August I passed my physical therapy test as I noted before in walking up and down of a flight of stairs scared at first to do it but did it anyway a long walk in the hallway the physical therapist came out and and clap for me it felt great to be able to accomplish something physically and I was saddened to be leaving soon for the nursing home I had become close friends to some of the physical therapist I marveled at how they were able to take me a 200lb basically infant and mold me into being able to stand move and and and speak it took a tremendous amount of effort on both our parts but we accomplished something I'll never forget them they were good to me along with the director of physical therapy very kind person and I'm very grateful and indebted to all them and help they provided me it was time to say goodbye and move on and do a different to the nursing home and life with would change their as I will discuss later in the blog







        Life at the nursing home

        I arrived at the nursing home in late summer 2016 I would stay there for the next 13 weeks it would mean getting used to a new staff of nurses therapist and the getting used to learning my my surroundings all over again the one thing I noticed quickly is that I could use my wheelchair and use my legs to come and go out of the room to the dining area I didn't need anyone to push me I could do it on my own they were fine with that there was no electronic devices monitoring me that said I couldn't do it the the bed the room was comfortable the bed did not have an electronic alarm which I could do a workout drills in without an alarm going off in a nurse coming in for wondering what the heck I was doing the routine was three meals a day with physical therapy which varied from occupation physical therapy and speech therapy the therapist were very good they had their own approaches which were a little different than the hot rehab hospital but nevertheless they were very good and I was excited to get going again and an end to rebuild my body the one thing I was grateful for is that one of the therapist gave me a bunch of stretch bands that I had the nurse tie and knot around the guard rails of the bed which I could start the use and doing a wide variety of stretching and bodybuilding exercises in the afternoon and early in the morning before breakfast I was grateful for this and the ability to use my legs to Pedal myself in the wheelchair in and out of the dining room area the physical therapy physical therapist made sure that I'd walk every day and walk for distance they measure the distance to the point where at the end of 13 weeks I could walk with a quad cane over 300 ft this is quite an improvement from where it where I was at the rehab hospital the speech therapist had me doing logic problems and equations which really baffled me I really was stuck at a day but got used to it was able to solve some of the logic problems the occupational therapist showed me how to put my shirt pants on without problems I was getting used to the routine and it was nice seeing my friends and my mother visit to me on occasions the staff primarily of Caribbean descent was friendly and fun to be around if you know anything about Jamaicans they love to laugh and they're always there great people to be around at their focus is on Family Faith and food and they really had a great time being around them is 13 weeks passed very fast I would it would be the end of fall early winter when I would get discharged to go back home I can honestly say I missed everyone there they did a great job with good food and good therapy I would look forward to going home but at the same time I missed will miss their friendly surroundings of the people there at this facility







        Muscle

        Bars

        I had earlier noted under muscle in this blog how I use a yoga stick and then attach a single handle medicine ball to it for some resistant training I also use a wide variety of bars steel bars that weighed different pounds that I used to lift regularly I have an EZ curl bar that weighs about 25 lb so that's about the max lift and do a wide variety of exercise I have also a tricep extension bar that weighs about 10 lbs that I use regularly I don't put any weights on these bars I just use them without weight trying to increase the poundage without hurting me and that's a big thing you want it increase the poundage to increase your strength and your muscle mass without hurting yourself I no longer use the Olympic Olympic weightlifting bar 45 pounds I wish I could but I don't I don't want to risk injury so I don't use it and therefore with these bars I have I don't put any plates or weights on them you can buy the bars at any good any good weight lifting Outlet in your area you can also substitute instead of weightlifting bars heavy Farm or or lawn equipment that you may have tucked away in your garage or tool shed for example I have a 50 pound iron crowbar that I used to use regularly I don't use it anymore I don't even have it in my workout room because it's too bulky for me to use and pick up I don't want to use it and fear and risk injury but there are other implements in the shed that I sometimes will have someone take out for me for me to lift for example of a 10lb sledge Hammer I can use do various exercises one and two handed exercises with the 10lb Sledge Hammer I don't pick the weight up and slam it the way I used to onto concrete blocks but I can pick the weight up to a wide variety of stretching and bodybuilding exercises in addition to Sledgehammer swings exercises another Implement that I used to use regularly but I don't use it anymore is an axe axes chopping exercises on tree stumps will build your body up very fast I used to do it regularly I don't do it anymore for fear of injury someday I hope to get back into swinging and chopping but right now I just stick to what I can handle with that I can handle with that has helped improve my Mobility strength and muscle size without injury







        Movement

        Stability equipment

        Some of the best pieces of equipment that have assisted me in my walking and movement motion are balance and stability equipment equipment that you can purchase online or you may have already seen it at your Rehabilitation Hospital Rehabilitation facility the large ball known as a yoga ball or stability ball foam rollers which are about four feet in length white foam roller sometimes are black and color a bosu ball we just sort of like a half disk and stability discs and mats these are all useful pieces of equipment using them Works York or most people don't realize your core muscles aren't just your abs it's the muscles that wrap around from your abs in a compass your hips your glutes wraps around your slower spine connected by the fasciae connective muscle tissue it is critical to strengthen the core muscles to stability equipment does this and there's a direct link from strengthening your core to the spine and your brain connecting the mirror neurons in helping you move your legs better I have found this these pieces of equipment have helped me and very beneficial and helping me walk better and also in alleviating muscle aches and pains in hip hip extensors hip flexors the Bursa sac in the in the hip and it in addition to the gluteus glute muscles so I highly recommend that you go out and purchase a few pieces of stability balance and stability equipment

        Stability exercises

        Please remember when using any type of balance and stability equipment to check with your primary physician and a physical therapist on the usage and the types of exercises you're doing start slow and eventually work your way into a comfort level where you feel stable on the pieces of equipment in the beginning you may have to hold onto a gripper mounted on the wall or anyting near the wall eventually you'll be able to loosen the grip to just a few fingers and eventually one finger and be able to eventually let go all together some of my favorite exercises involve for example the use of the foam rollers you can stand on them and then begin to do a one-legged squat put your leg back into a one-legged lunge and then you can put your legs on double on two rollers and do quarter or half squats just not going all the way down but after a few repetitions holding it and then coming back up and doing it again with the bosu ball I love that just stand and hold on it because you're going to move it's it's just almost like you're going to it's like sitting on a bucking bronco when you stand it moves it shifts and you got a hold on at first to the gripper eventually you'll get comfortable where you can start to do calf raises dorsiflexion raises moving your feet one one at a time into a quarter and half squat holds and then repeating it with the stability ball I like to place the stability ball behind my back against a wall and do a wall squat with it squatting with the ball behind me squatting down back up again and then holding sometimes I'll do hold for 30 seconds in a half squat this is a great exercise but again check where your therapist ahead of time with this stability discs I like to do marches I like to just stand with one leg at a time on it and then bring my leg up one at a time like I'm marching sometimes I have to hold onto a cane or the wall but eventually I'm able to let go and just march by standing on the disc they're fantastic exercise is another exercise I like to do is just stand to feet apart from it and then just walk and hold on to it and then go into a lunge and and then repeat do this with your left leg and in the right leg and then repeat it my favorite exercise I'll wait for the next later in the blocks to discuss this further

        Additional stability exercises

        I noted earlier in the blog that you can stand and sit on the types of stability equipment the bosu ball is stability ball and the foam rollers one of my favorite exercises using these pieces of equipment is kneeling Whitney Lang on the foam rollers I first started using the foam rollers as a piece of equipment to massage my legs which were very sore you can rub slide your body on the bed up and down on the foam rollers and it gives a very good massage to defy Shear alleviating muscle aches and pains are they also discovered I could get up and kneel on the foam rollers sit and then Neil actually go from a 1/2 meal to what's called a high meal on on both knees hits sitting up kneeling up high on the bed and I use the bed for this exercise because it's so soft and its protective I can also do a kneel on the bosu ball but I have to hold on to a gripper mounted on the wall or anything else near the wall I can do another Neil I like to do is a half Neal half one half leg at a time on this debility Matt this is a difficult exercise I had trouble in the beginning I kneel down but I had to use the cane to get back up another exercise you can you kneeling exercise that people with very good balance they can actually kneel on the large stability ball this is very Advanced I'm not at the level to do it I can get partially but I can't do it for any length of. This is an advanced exercise that requires a lot of practice scale and you need to have a spotter a therapist around you to try to do this with all spit stability exercises please check what your therapist your primary physician your guardian and make sure you have a spotter or guarding around you at all the time when performing a lot exercises







        Muscle

        Bars

        I had noted earlier in the blog to purchase a yoga stick and a single handle medicine ball for stretching and light bill bodybuilding exercises I had become a the weight of 5 lb with a yoga stick was becoming too light for me so to increase the resistance I had somebody go to the tool shed and take out a 10lb sledge Hammer which two 5 lb single-handed medicine ball can easily fit on the increasing the weight from 5 lbs to 15 pounds and doing the same amount of variety in repetition of exercises does increasing the weight increase my strength and is increasing might the size of my muscles the same also with a an old weight lifting bar I used to use in the tool shed that I had forgotten about the weight of the bar is about 20 lb so when I put the medicine ball on I I have duct tape so it doesn't slide up and down and now I have 25 lb so I can go from five to Fifteen to twenty-five in a single workout the increase in the weight has made me feel stronger has given back some size to my muscles which were greatly atrophied while being in the IC unit ICU unit the my muscles really I lost a lot of weight size definition of the muscle so just going from a 5 lb medicine for a single medicine ball handle in yoga stick to this Sledgehammer of 15 lb with the with the single handle medicine ball an old iron bar which weighs about 20 lb with a single handlebar single handle medicine ball being 5 lb 25 lb has really started to pack on a little muscle and give me a little more confidence in the way I look I highly recommend that you look in your garage your tool sheds for Sledgehammer or an old weight lifting bar at your brother father or grandfather may have had using the old plastic and cement weights another I recommend with all muscle exercises you can salt with your physical therapist first your primary physician and always have a spotter or Guardian on hand when performing the the exercises

        Bars, reps and sets

        I recommend that if you've never done any type of resistance training start very lightly start with the exercise bands first get comfortable with the band's then move to the yoga stick and in single-handed 5 lb medicine ball start with repetitions anywhere from 8 to 20 reps one set only and do this for a good 60 days get your body where you're starting to note get stronger there's no aches or pains you're starting to see results only then do I recommend after 60 days at use upping the weight to a 10lb sledge Hammer with a single-handed medicine ball being 15 pounds it will take you another 60 to 90 days to get comfortable with that and you'll see the results will be you'll see the results right away after 60 to 90 days in the mirror but again it's a big jump and wait and you got to you got to take things lightly make sure you're you're insulting with a physical therapist even a physical trainer make sure you have a spotter on hands open the way to a 20 lb bar would it be an old iron weight lifting bar that may have been left over from your your your father or grandfather or even purchasing a bar a 20 lb and adding the 5 lb is a huge increase and it has to be done very carefully in the beginning I had some trouble with my left hand not being able to give me the grip I had to go easily and gently and start first before I got comfortable with doing the exercises it took me a good two months before I got comfortable with 25 lb but the results have been good when I first got out of the hospital my weight has decreased by over by more than 50 lb my arms or trunk to twigs less than 17 in for the biceps and now in doing the three sets that I recommend to Advanced people that have been training for three or four months. You can see the difference I've added to in to my arms and I'm happy right now with the physical appearance of the way my body starting to look at can I still get very frustrated because I still can't work out with the old Olympic 45lb Bar but hopefully this is a goal to shoot for next year that I'll be able to Soulja begin with one set only with the yoga stick and and medicine ball and then that's for beginners for intermediate one set with the yoga stick medicine ball and sledgehammer and for advanced one set each of the medicine of the yoga stick sledgehammer and old iron weight lifting bar

        PUTTING A STRENGTH WORKOUT TOGETHER

        Before each of my workouts I always start with to balance and stability pieces of equipment the first may be sitting on the stability ball for a few minutes getting my core my lower back warmed up next a move on to a lake exercises on the stability equipment it could be the bosu ball just standing on it for a few minutes doing some quarter half squats after the legs are warmed up I'll move on to the use of fans using bands with handles or the flexi bands that I don't have handles I'll do a series of 10 to 15 exercises 20 to 30 reps going fast work in the full body some of the bodybuilding movements I've discussed earlier in the blog the next this will be followed by a walking session and then I'll repeat do an afternoon strength workout where all use the other pieces of it I'll sit first or kneel set first on the stability pool or kneel on a bosu ball and then stand on the bosu ball or stand on the foam rollers warm up and then move over move on to using the yoga stick and 5 lb a single handle medicine ball or using the sledgehammer with the single-handed medicine for doing the full variety of exercises yes this is to workouts plus two walking sessions for a total of four workouts in one day and it too many people this may seem a lot when you come out of the rehab hospital and the nursing home where they're only giving you a half hour to an hour of a physical therapy a day you're now doing a solid 2 to 3 hours a day but as I said to you earlier you're going to have to push yourself to your physical therapy is going to be a full-time job 10 12 14 hours a day of working out your hope your body your mind are all the affected areas have got to be worked out continuously every day non-stop no days off working out pushing yourself with one goal one goal only is in healing yourself

        Putting workout together

        I start every workout with a dynamic stretching routine either with bands or the yoga stick and 5 lb single handle medicine ball I work at I do full body Dynamic stretching workout for a good 10 minutes then we'll work out move over to the balance and stability workout we're all sit on the stability ball for a few minutes after that I will stand on the bosu ball so we do one adominal workout followed by a leg workout is standing on the bosu or the phone rulers for a few minutes doing some partial and half squats after that I will then do some mirror work the mirror work for the upper body is swinging my arms like a swimmer in different a regular stroke breaststroke butterfly reverse butterfly and do this with the upper body and then do some walking drills with and without a cane watching my foot placement my arm swing in connection with my foot strike after that I will go work walking for about 20 minutes then come back in the afternoon or repeat what I would I repeat the workout with a dynamic stretching work at walk or workout bald by a strength workout with the either the sledgehammer or heavy ball with the attached with the single handle 5 lb medicine ball doing a full body building routine following that will go to Core workout with a stability ball again again back to the bosu ball for standing followed by mirror work followed by another walking session I do this twice a day 7 days a week and I know it's a big step up from what you were doing in at the nursing home and rehab hospital work with your physical therapist but trust me if you want to make gains and strength muscle size and your ability to move longer and faster distances with your legs then you have to spend the time working out as they said you're number one goal is is not money it's not position or power it's making healing yourself is your number one priority and to do that you're going to becomes a full-time job







        Muscle

        Terms

        Some muscle some terms in your muscle training strength training for your muscles are as follows is the overload principle we started with if you're using bands you would start with a light lighter band and resistance filed by medium followed by heavy Fall by super heavy if you're using the single-handed single handle medicine ball you would start with 5 lb 10 Fall by 15 in the same thing with weighted bars maybe 5 10 20 lb the next term is concentric a concentric movement which means the shortening of the muscle we're example if you are to curl to do a curl your lift the bar off the muscle is shortened and contracted eccentric means bringing the weight back down the muscle is lengthened two other terms would be in the if you bring the eccentric down very slowly for example if you if it takes 1 second to lift the bar up you would take five seconds to lift it down in the East Centric this is known as a negative rep it's an advanced technique it puts tremendous strain on the muscle and it's something that you need to be aware of the next term is an isometric hold where you would lift the weight concentric Lee in the up let's say curl and curl it up and then hold you hold for a period of five to 10 seconds let it down again and have ants technique like negatives only do one to two reps Atmos make sure you're working you consult with your physical therapist you have a guardian or spot on hand at all times if the muscle starts if it the movement becomes too difficult stop the movement altogether I recommend just won the two reps at the end of each set

        Gym equipment

        I personally do not own any fancy gym equipment that you see advertised on TV with celebrity endorsements on various infomercials just a basic bench press a basic squat rack a leg extension machine sets of dumbbells ranging from 20 to 35 lb that's all I own along with the bands and medicine balls and various assortment of weighted bars it's very simple inexpensive gym but I ate but it when I was about bodybuilding it worked as I Rehabilitation myself I can't do the things I used to be able to do is very frustrating but I'm improving with every week in addition I do own a stationary bike but the bike sits in the crawlspace the way the petals were position on the stationary bike a put tremendous strain on my quads in groin so I stopped using it My Philosophy is if a piece of equipment starts to create muscle aches and you get sore from just minimum use stop using it instead of the station where we bike I did purchase a bike converter where the bicycle that you ride outside you can now it's bolted and secured that you can pedal inside the problem is my legs by the left side of my body is so inflexible it's hard for me to sit on the bicycle and pedal with ease the way I used to before the stroke I I think eventually I will adapt this into my training but right now I have to approach it with care and to make sure that I ease into any type of training again with this type of a piece of equipment you need a gripper mounted to the wall something to hold onto to when you sit on the bike your secure to stop you from falling again please consult your physical therapist make sure you have a guardian or spider on hand if you're to use this type of equipment the last piece of equipment that I own is various types of boxing bags a speed bag double-end bag mini heavy bag unfortunately I used to be able to use these with he's punching and kicking but I can no longer do that anymore I have a minimum use with my left arm and hand the left arm can punch somebody not like it used to I hope to down the road be able to get back to the boxing motions with my arms that I used to do right now it's just I can use my right hand right arm right foot to do various kicks striking drills the left side is very limited so I really don't practice it the way I used to I hope to down the road be able to ease on into it as I become my left side gets stronger and more flexible







        Muscle and movement

        Boxing fuel

        When I was serious a years ago about bodybuilding I always finished the workout with either kickboxing or but are boxing movements today as I stated earlier in the blog I can no longer hit the bags with these nor jump rope the way I used to but I can I do have limited motion with my arms that I can shadow box in front of a mirror and as I stated before the mirror is a very important piece of equipment I can stand in front of it and do Shadow boxing punching movements moving my arms as if I was boxing an opponent or hitting a speed bag it's a very good arm movement another movement with that we used to do a boxing drill is to take two steps forward using my good like I step two foot two steps then we'll move to my left two steps then back to steps and then forward again it's a square drill done again and again are you in when I first got home I couldn't move my legs without the use of a Cane now I'm able to take do the two steps forward to the side backwards and again to the side it's taken me months almost a year of training being able to do this without a cane but I'm getting better I'm moving better there's a there's a crossover with boxing with balance agility acceleration-deceleration hand-eye coordination these are all positive benefits that I think can benefit you so even if you just got a mirror and started to do some Shadow Boxing movements and then moved gingerly onto your workout area and moved forward backwards laterally left laterally right it would benefit your movement please consult your physical therapist personal trainer or Guardian at all times when doing box boxing movements

        Tai chi and martial arts

        When I was serious a years ago about bodybuilding I always finished the workout with either kickboxing or but are boxing movements today as I stated earlier in the blog I can no longer hit the bags with these nor jump rope the way I used to but I can I do have limited motion with my arms that I can shadow box in front of a mirror and as I stated before the mirror is a very important piece of equipment I can stand in front of it and do Shadow boxing punching movements moving my arms as if I was boxing an opponent or hitting a speed bag it's a very good arm movement another movement with that we used to do a boxing drill is to take two steps forward using my good like I step two foot two steps then we'll move to my left two steps then back to steps and then forward again it's a square drill done again and again are you in when I first got home I couldn't move my legs without the use of a Cane now I'm able to take do the two steps forward to the side backwards and again to the side it's taken me months almost a year of training being able to do this without a cane but I'm getting better I'm moving better there's a there's a crossover with boxing with balance agility acceleration-deceleration hand-eye coordination these are all positive benefits that I think can benefit you so even if you just got a mirror and started to do some Shadow Boxing movements and then moved gingerly onto your workout area and moved forward backwards laterally left laterally right it would benefit your movement please consult your physical therapist personal trainer or Guardian at all times when doing box boxing movements







        Movement

        Using the mirror for tai chi martasl art movements

        Without doubt the mirror is probably the most important piece of equipment that you can have on hand when practicing Tai Chi martial art and boxing drills again with boxing Shadow Boxing in front of the mirror with Tai Chi and martial art doing slow Cottage real moving your legs and arms and sink in front of the mirror the mirror gives you great feedback with posture and breath control breathing in and out slowly moving Left Right sideways turning without a cane you're using your legs your whole body in sync your brain using the neuron to coordinate arms legs in sync synchronicity as a movement so the mirror gives you positive feedback with all martial art Tai Chi and boxing movements therefore it's really your built-in spotter Guardian in front giving you the feedback that you need to do these movements therefore the mirror is a very important piece of equipment in your Martial Art Tai Chi development and will assist greatly assist you and being able to move better







        Movement

        Swimming or swimming drills

        As a kid I used to love to go swimming especially in the summertime where there'd be the local pool the river near my house or the community pool I just enjoyed it so much and that one actor in college after after practice a lot of times I would use the the pool that was designated for the swim team I would go in the in the in the pool and swim laughed at lap after lap I really enjoyed it the movements of regular swimming swim stroke breast stroke backstroke breaststroke are great movements and movements I have developed that I use even today again in front of my favorite piece of equipment the mirror moving my arms as if I was swimming regularly backstroke breaststroke butterfly stroke even using the wall mounted bands stimulating the various swim Strokes using the single-handed medicine balls together great workout 5 lb in each hand and doing a regular swim movements of various types of movements for a couple of minutes at a time the movement has really helped restore the movement my left arm and I think it would benefit if your the stroke has affected your left arm left side of the ballot body I think it will help restore movement and you left shoulder and left arm unfortunately hasn't restored movement in my fingers my hand but I'm working on it and hopefully we'll be back to you with some new Innovative drills for the hands and fingers also please note that due to covid many local pools are now closed and I haven't been able to use the local pool near me I'm hoping next year that it will open and that I'll be able to get in and do some actual swimming again with swimming drills make sure you have your guardian on hand or you have a you consulted with your physical therapist in getting into any water make sure there's a lifeguard on hand and or physical therapist







        Potty time

        One side effect of having a stroke is that you lose control of your bladder and your bowels at the trauma center the rehab hospital they had to catheterize me to in order to get the urine atomy sometimes up to 6 times a day they would use a needle pierce my urethra down to my bladder where they would have a hose wrapped around my scrotum where are the butt ladder or abdomen would be pumped in the urine would flow out of my bladder through the hose into a Trey this is a very embarrassing procedure for all stroke survivors in stroke patients it continued through the trauma center the rehab hospital into the nursing home regards moving my bowels I had no feeling I would just go and every so couple of hours a nurse would change me with a diaper again very embarrassing experience I only asked the nursing home but was when I could actually stand out of the wheelchair hold onto the group bars inside the bathroom and then proceeded to urinate on my own this was a great relief and freedom for me also at the nursing home I discovered while sleeping at night between 3 to 6 in the morning I could hear my whole stomach and indigestion system going to work breaking down processing filtering my food from the previous day by 6 in the morning a nurse would show up I would go to the bathroom be change it was only a couple days after I decided at 6 in the morning to just get myself in a wheelchair wheel to the bathroom and and go to the bathroom it was hard at first but by using breathing drills I was able to push out a bowel movement this was time to celebrate this was the first time in months I had moved my bowels without having a diaper changed I told the nurse who told the the other nurses and from there they stop giving me diapers I started to be able to relieve my my bowels on my own and it was a great Turning Point great Freedom so again to all stroke patients there is hope by listening to your digestive system using breathing techniques you can go to the bathroom on your own







        Back home

        With the ability now to go to the bathroom on my own and my walking having improved with a quad cane up to 300 ft the nursing home decided to release me in the care of my mother in early December 2016 the ambulette service was late but I was excited to get home the drive home was a short drive and to see The Familiar homes being with their Christmas decorations out I was excited to be home at last when I got in my familiar bed was made and Mom had dinner cooking it felt great to be home the biggest thing I noticed right away when I was home was how quiet things were when you're inside a nursing home or Rehab Hospital trauma center there's a lot of activity not just with patients inside your room but outside with orderlies Wheeling food carts oxygen tank carts supplies at bedding and bathroom supplies the noise level can be very loud and distracting from getting a good night's sleep but coming home with such a relief that I was so excited the first night I might have went to sleep at 8 and slept straight through to 8 in the morning it just felt great to be home in in surroundings that I grew up in







        Life at home

        For the next several years I would rise at around 6 in the morning and do a dynamic stretching routine using it the yoga stick in the single handle medicine ball that I discussed earlier in the blog after the series of exercises I'd walk over to a wall-mounted gripper and do some legwork calf raises dorsiflexion raises and quarter quarter half squats and then from there have breakfast and then get ready for my afternoon or late morning early afternoon walk walk was not long it was a brief walk outside on the front doorstep there were two there are two 30 in stone stairs that separate the front yard to the side of the driveway and the backyard is it was a formidable hurdle that I would create quite a roadblock for me in terms of being able to gain access to walk down the driveway or walk around the house to the backyard but I made the best of it which dealing with a short walk on the front of the front path of the yard even though it was 20 ft I felt great to be outside walking back and forth back and forth for 10 to 15 minutes getting the fresh air after the small walk I would eat a lunch prepared by Mom and then get ready for my afternoon workout which was with a light dumbbell doing some very light dumbbell bodybuilding work one body part a day one or two exercises just getting my body use to lifting the lightweight again trying to do some additional hello hello hello in addition to the light dumbbell I would do some light medicine ball tosses with an old medicine ball I had I try to hit the heavy bag the speed bag button no no success I needed a lot of work a lot of effort at the end of the day I would eat dinner and then do a stretching workout mostly static stretching and breathing exercises followed by some light grip work desperate to try to get my left hand going again at night time I would put a a brace on my hand that stabilized my hand and and wrist and would just go to sleep I really wasn't interested in watching TV I was more interested in healing up getting better







        Home routine

        Life at home centered around the the meals that my mom prepared and my workouts both inside and outside I was starting to get stronger putting on a little muscle definition with my Dynamic stretching and bodybuilding routines with the use of a plyometric box that is 30 in in height I was able to do step on step offs which made me now able to climb the stairs on the driveway this was a big hurdle because now I could walk across the the driveway for a longer distance and then come back I would do this two times a day and and felt pretty good by it but that the driveway as I will load it later explained would become a major hurdle it is a Belgian block driveway it's an uneven surface and as you go further and further down the driveway if it becomes a sharp incline making it very unstable with the assistance of some friends they put some cones in the backyard and in 2019 I was actually able to walk the length of the backyard which valve great I used to cut the backyard and and I used to work out in the backyard so just walking the backyard hearing the birds smelling the grass was a great great sense of freedom and I felt great that the that I was starting to make progress even though they are small small steps but I was making progress the meals kept coming my friends kept visiting I felt really good everything would stay pretty much the same into 2021 where things would change radically







        Moms passing

        My routine would continue pretty much the same for the next few years up into February 26th 2021 the my father's birthday mom was going to prepare a special meal to celebrate his birthday and when I went upstairs that morning all to yell up to her to remind her to take her medicine she had passed during the night she was 91 years of age and over the past year I do to her starting to slow down physically not mentally she remained very sharp but physically she was slowing down having to depend on neighbors to get the garbage put the put the get the mail to a sister as I've noted before Mom was with me all the way through this journey from the trauma center the rehab hospital to the nursing home to our Care at home she was always by my side 12 to 14 hours a day she was my nurse my therapist my teacher at my cook she clean the house she was be my Improvement really is from her hard work for me and she left me with a few things in terms of never giving up counting your blessings I could have easily died at the trauma center and making sure that I give back to people it is for this reason that I created the blog and I dedicate it to my mother Marie God bless you Mama

        life after mom to say that life will change after mom's passing is not an exaggeration my life was turned upside down I now had to prepare the meals cooked the meals eat the meals clean up after the meals and to be honest with you when you're disabled this was no easy chore I have no use of the left hand and I found it extremely difficult to walk carry items of food from the kitchen to the dining room and trying to balance myself with the cane it got to the point where now I just gave up on the cane and was just walking holding on not to spill anything and to walk or do I call freestyle without a cane and just the short distance from the kitchen to the dining room table I do it again and again and again I made a lot of mistakes dropped a lot of eggs burnt a lot of toast and basically made a giant mess of the kitchen at time but we'll clean it up shake it off when I got to bed I noticed that my quads my groin and my hip muscles were killing me from the the freestyle walking without a cane.

        The driveway as I noted before or in the blog the driveway it took me two years to to be able to walk along the front path and get up 30 inch stairs now how am I going to now how am I going to walk down the driveway with a bag of garbage in my left hand and even go further down the driveway on the street to the mailbox get the mail and come back up the driveway the driveway is made out of Belgian block so even with a quad cane it feels very unstable at the bottom of the driveway it levels off to a steep pitch to the road so when you walk down at you almost feel like you're free falling but you're not this is a a major roadblock I had to to overcome overcome my fears of falling overcome the fears of if I fall of getting back up and and surviving and little by little in 2021 I was able to walk the length of the driveway with a bag of garbage empty the garbage in the garbage can and continue on further onto the street get the mail walk back up the driveway I can do this daily now.







        September 2021 update

        Mistake 1, overtraining

        This is a very common mistake with healthy people who are working out and stroke survivors in my instance for example using the balance and stability equipment I would always I always like to start with a squat movement when you have four pieces of equipment it's for four large sets of squats putting tremendous strain on the quadriceps when you when you do that your your your muscles are going to be strange and it's time to either cut back stop rethink your workout cut back on the volume by just overall re-evaluate always consult with your physical therapist personal trainer Your Guardian giving them feedback the soreness of a certain muscle group so that they can make recommendations in your training

        Mistake 2 - too much weight

        Again this is a very common mistake with healthy people I've been in the gym and you'll see a person do a very easy set of bench presses with 135 maybe a set of 8 to 10 reps all son will throw on another set of 45lb plates for 225 and can barely do a set of one wraps this is a big mistake my recommendation is to stay away from all single and double reps you're not in a weight lifting or powerlifting competition where weight counts you're there to get better so the bottom line is if you can't if you're a beginner just being coming home from a nursing home and you can't stick my recommendation is sick to 8 to 12 reps if you've been working out now for 60 to 90 days you can up the Reps from 8 to 20 reps and if you're enjoying it for more than 6 months you can do 20 + Reps for one set only but again stay away from heavy happy single reps and also increase the weight gradually maybe 1 lb if things are very easy gradually work your way into up by increasing the weight or adding resistance

        Mistake 3 - too many reps and sets

        Again I seen that in the gym I seen Young Beginners were starting out in bodybuilding make the big mistake here or trying to do too many exercise has too many reps too many sets keep it simple and keep it easy if you're just getting home from the nursing home and you're on your own keep the sets to no more than four sets to exercises to exercise has two sets per exercise for a total of four sets 8 to 12 reps if you've been home for 30 to 60 days are you can up the Reps between 8 to 20 you've been home for six months or more you can go 20 to 30 reps but no more than four sets no more than 30 reps and keeping it simple to to exercises per body part that's it you're not in it any any bodybuilding competition you're looking to get stronger you looking to add a little muscle but you're not looking to hurt yourself or doing. Your movement and motion in being able to walk and do various different types of movements and Dale your daily life again please make sure you have a guard in our our hand at all times when performing all activities consult your physical therapist personal trainer

        Mistake 4 - not training

        I fully understand that some days you're not going to feel good to do to the medications you're taking do a wide variety of aches and pains and to do the fact that there may be personal issues in your own life and that you don't feel like working out my recommendation here is okay try to do then try to do the work out or do part of a work out of a workout takes an hour cut it in half to half hour or cut it down to 20 minutes to some part of the workout some part is better than no workout so try to get something in when you start taking day a day off if he comes 2 days and then it gradually goes to a week and then you say well I'll start again next month. Not good enough you got to they're going to be those days where you're hurting you don't feel good there are personal issues that for various reasons you're not in the mood for working out but you got to stick it out and and push your way through either the workout or part of the workout so try to at least get in part of a workout on those days when you're not feeling right







        ADAPT IMPROVISE OVERCOME

        Regrettably workout equipment Physical Therapy equipment gets old gets war and where is out easily a lot of times bands break medicine balls leak in in crack and and it's at these times you're going to have to sometimes use your brain to the substitute when I couldn't lift the Olympic Bar anymore because of my the left side neglect in my arm and shoulder I substituted the bar with the yoga stick going through a single handle medicine ball and went for more weight I opted to putting the single handle medicine ball around a either a loaded a heavier baseball bat or Sledgehammer for more resistance this was just allowing me to get to work out in and for me to get stronger the same thing with with bands when I when my all my bands break and they do snapping and break I substituted it with heavy duty rope or electrical cord extension cord rope where I could start to do pulling exercises isometric olds with it to substitute instead of the Bands when the medicine balls leaked or cracked I substituted that with regular other types of balls like basketballs tennis balls softballs lacrosse balls it didn't matter I'm going to get to work out in I'm going to get the movement in despite the bad equipment to be very honest with you my workout room is right now there's more duct tape holding everything together then you'd find in a hardware store it's it's ridiculous amount of duct tape holding everything together so this this is a common issue you got to get through it you can overcome it just improvise overcome and get your workout in and get it done







        GET RID OF ALL DISTRACRIONS LIKE ITS A CHURCH

        I remember back in the nursing home in the in the PT room when the bunch of therapists were kept switching the radio station to find the right music that they enjoyed for everyone in the in the in the PT room to work out to you know one therapist wanted wrap the other one wanted Rock the other one wanted easy listening to be very Frank with you I just wanted to work out I just grabbed the two kilo dumbbell and started working out because I couldn't Care on my thoughts are when you are set aside a time in the day to work out you got to pretend it's it's like going to church it's quiet time you got to turn off the radio turn off your cell phone turn off your TV lock your door and you got to be quiet and you got a focus for that 45 minutes hour 75-minute totally on working out feeling the muscles move the movements of your body that connection of your mama your brain your spine to the muscles the air that you take breathe in the oxygen to your lungs to your body you have to be focused on what you're doing and that means putting aside all distractions you can't have TV on the radio blasting people from fast food restaurants showing up with deliveries phone ringing you're not going to get anything accomplished you got to have it quiet you got to set aside that our and in some cases two hours a day split in half an hour in the morning or in the afternoon where you where it's quiet time your time your physical therapy time your time to heal







        KEEP A TRAINING LOG

        Years ago prior to the 2016 in my stroke I used to attend sometimes the what we're all, track and field meets with jump in for the shot put discus I noticed that the better throwers after they were done throwing would start riding they were so much better than me I would ask them what they were writing they said that they would write down everything they're training for their day there he kept very detailed log of their weight training lifts their straight there stretching routine they're throwing routine your plyometric routine in order to see their performance and what they are and how they performed and through they could review what they were doing right and wrong and change things up I can see this as a training log being a very helpful tool to all physical to all stroke survivors doing their own Physical Therapy you don't have a physical therapist anymore you have to rely much more on your own it's better to put down your thoughts in a training log you can even do a do it on your computer or iPhone with the voice recorder systems they have built-in and keep tabs on what you're doing and how you're feeling and how you're progressing and then from there make the necessary changes it's great if you have a physical therapist that still comes to your residence on a daily basis a personal trainer that you consult with on a daily basis or even your guardian that gives you feedback but many of us don't and you're going to have to I feel keep tabs on what you're doing and this is a good way of keeping tabs and at the same time reviewing it to help you get better and that's the bottom line is to get better with your your progress or you're able to move better and do more things on your own







        Outside walking routine

        Outside walking is an important component in the healing process is healthy for your heart and brain and and getting the fresh air and sunshine is overall lift your spirit it makes you feel good when I came home from the nursing home just being able to step outside on the doorstep and walk along the path 10 ft a few times a day for 10 minutes at a time was I was very very happy eventually this increased to being able to walk up the steps to my driveway and then across my driveway in back down after a few years I've been able to walk down to the bottom of the driveway and back and then do it again and then up for third time walk the back yard behind my the front of my house I do 315 to 20 minute sessions a day for 45 minutes to an hour a day of outside walking I feel it in my motion my walking motion is improved as well as my overall health I've made some mistakes which I'll discuss later in in the in the blog with you







        Mistake 2 - the terrain, outside walking

        One day I decided instead of walking down the Long Hill that I talked about earlier I decided to go around the corner and on the other Street behind my house not noticing that there are barricades up and and ConEd and construction filling in potholes barricades and it making it very difficult to sidestep around everything no problem in climbing a stair but walking around and through potholes and around sidestepping barricades was very difficult and you need to plan ahead if there's any construction make sure that your guardian or someone that is assisting you alert you to the potholes and can any construction barricades in your neighborhood to prevent any injury or Falls

        Mistake 3 - WEATHER, OUTSIDE WALKING

        Not knowing the weather weather forecast especially in the Northeast can be very problematic when walking outside the weather can change you can go from a nice day to very hot humid with rain showers to being a clear day to turning into being windy nasty the sin impairing impeding the walking home so please check ahead with your local forecast know what the weather is going to be in the time you're walking outside to stay safe and to make sure you may have to carry an extra sweatshirt and I'm brella a water bottle to stay safe

        PLANNING AHEAD OUTSIDE WALKING

        It sounds silly that that you have to plan ahead to walk before the stroke in 2016 I would just put on my sneakers walk anywhere anytime in any weather condition it didn't bother me but now it with the stroke my left side impaired I now have to plan ahead with the route I'm going to take the radiation of the route the weather conditions the road conditions all come into play I now plan ahead actually the day before where I'm going to walk the time the clothes on the and I do it at a time a day since I no longer have my mother around me I do it when the neighbors are outside so they can see me in case I get into trouble and need assistance this keeps me safe and sound and keeps me going it's it's a pain right now I'm not at the level to just pick up and go anywhere anytime and anywhere their condition so planning ahead I think it takes to worry and gives me the confidence that just go ahead and do my walks two or three times a day

        WALKING OUTSIDE TAKING A BREAK

        One of the healthiest healthiest aspects of walking outside is the vitamin D3 you get from the sun vitamin D3 is an important mineral for heart and brain health and it's something that most Americans it because of walking working inside don't get enough of I know that when I was in the Trauma Center rehab hospital nursing home I did not get outside enough I really missed it in my walks at least one of my walks a day I'll take time sit down on my front doorstep and sit in the chair and just sit in the Sun for 15-20 minutes letting the sun hit my face and head and I'm not so much concerned with a tan but I am about just getting the sun makes me feel good if it really improves my mood it's something I recommend everyone just sit outside in the sun 15-20 minutes a day it it it it has so many good healthy results from it. I recommend it to everyone

        WALKING OUTSIDE EXPECT THE UNEXPECTED

        Went when planning my walking routes outside I have everything planned to detail but sometimes things happen that I can't prepare for for example a tree branch falling on the driveway or near me when I walking stepping off a curb onto dirt and sand where I slipped and almost lose my balance walking down a steep incline of the front heel of my house where I feel like I'm going to lose my balance and my feet are coming out of my sneakers bees yellow jackets flying around my head in the hot humid weather dogs raccoons and other mammals popping out of nowhere and suddenly appearing these are all distractions and you got to stay focus you got to collect your thoughts take a deep breath I I take a deep breath will try to collect my thoughts by saying a prayer and then going on what I have to do I don't panic I don't scream I don't want move around wildly I just stay as calm as I can taking a couple of deep breaths and collecting my thoughts to get back inside that my house







        WAKING OUTSIDE LETTING NATURE HEAL YOU

        As I've stated when you're in a Trauma Center rehab hospital nursing home you don't get outside much now that I'm home and trying to do my own therapies including three walks a day outside I've come to appreciate nature not just the sunshine and fresh air but the sights and sounds of nature I'm not a tree-hugging hippie by no means but at the same time I really do appreciate the sounds of the birds I don't I can actually recognize the Blue Jays the robins the Cardinals all chirping away early in the morning and throughout the afternoon these are familiar sounds to me and I enjoy listening to them as I do enjoy watching the squirrels Scamper about a big fat lazy raccoon hungry looking for food even at in the early evening sometimes I'll see you skunk that I'll stay away from but at the same time I'm transfixed by everything that's going on the the site of the Hudson River in the distance the swaying of the trees that I planted many years ago as a child the smells of the flowers and the fresh air all coming at me once all my senses alive and I thank God that I'm able to appreciate all this and I feel blessed and this is something I hope that you and your walks you'll get out there and your senses will be overcome with nature and the positivity that it brings to you







        WALKING OUTSIDE, MISTAKE 4 - OVERTRAINING

        I have found that one hour of walking outside works well with me but combine this with at least an hour of walking inside the house doing chores carrying items from the kitchen to the dining room walking downstairs that clean the workout room and bathroom at the end of the day my legs hurt and I need to take a break not from walking outside but the cut back on the walking inside my hips quads groin or all sore from the additional walking inside and I need in the coming days to cut it back reduce it from an hour to a half-hour I just to give my body a rest and let the muscles heal




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        September 22, 2021 - Addendum

        Motion

        Braces

        When I first came home from the nursing home and my whole left side was had braces on at my I had an afo brace for my ankle that any big area for brace for the ankle that went up past my knee cap on my left leg I also had to wear an afo brace and held my arm left arm in place around my shoulder and an afo brace on my hand I quickly discovered that the the brace on my ankle and and and leg was not helping the movement but but really making the movement rigid and stiff so instead of having flexibility in the foot it would it really wasn't helping the foot it was really making it extremely difficult to move I discussed taking this off with the physical therapist that was coming to my home at the time and he put me through a number of physical activities a hundred bed squats on the bed in a minute lunges 25 lunges with each leg calf raises dorsiflexion exercises and told me to take it off and let's go out and walk and we did I walked around the house felt I felt stable and he agreed for me not to wear it again I did the same thing with the shoulder however they hand because I have limited movement my fingers I still wear the hand brace at night for an hour at least but desperately trying to do as many exercises I can to get regenerate the neuron activity in my left fingers afo braces are a good thing when you first come out because it provides stability but at the same time it can inhibit your motion and flexion of your ankle and your foot for taking instead of taking the proper step you're almost limiting the motion of your leg before you take off anything discuss with your physical therapist your doctor your guardian and then work out a physical therapy regimen to keep you safe and sound inside your house and outside your house


        Your bed a good training tool

        When I woke up in the trauma center and the rehab Hasbro hospital I could not move in in the bed the nurses had to put the covers on me tuck me in I tried one time in the rehab hospital to roll over on my side but quickly discovered I could not roll back and had to call the nurse spell to come roll me back I'm onto my back physical therapy at home now the bed has a mattress have become a good training tool a great example now is I'm able to roll from my left side to my right side right side to my left side without with ease and effort and I am able to now sit up in bed and sit with good posture and not fall over which I couldn't do for years I've gradually increase this to being able to actually sit on my knees and in bed and and and sit up high and I found this to strengthen my hips and core another great exercise is bed squats standing up at beside your bed squatting down onto the mattress and standing back up and doing it again and again in the morning for morning workout another great exercise is when you wake up you push your legs towards your stomach and you do slides you slide your left leg out all by your right filed by both legs on the sheets back and forth again and again when the legs come up you do a hip rotation where you roll both your legs to your left and to your right again and again when the legs are up in the upright position you do what's called a clam formation where you spread your legs out and to each side and then back together working the groin muscles I do this at least 20 times another exercises to spread your legs straight out and flex your hands and at the same time push your your feet out we are flexing the dorsiflexion of your calf muscles bringing your toes pointing towards a wall and then curling your legs back again and flexing again and again another acts as a said is to move from that from a prone position to sitting choose a high kneeling on your legs and back and forth working your hips from there I'll actually move into a a partial push-up position doing partial push-up push-ups working the upper body and from their move as I noted earlier in the in the blog the foam rollers to the bed with the yoga stick doing full push-ups on the bed the bed is a great tool it's a great spotter you can't get hurt on it I don't recommend standing on it but I do recommend any activities you do you discuss with your physical therapist and your primary efficient position ahead of time


        Mattress leg work

        Some examples of leg work on the mattress your mattress is as ice noted before bed squats standing in an upright position good posture squatting down onto the mattress coming back up doing it again and again trying to do 20 30 reps two or three sets of good drill is to try to do 100 reps in one minute time another example of like work I like to do is sit on the mattress and do leg extensions with both legs alternating the legs but doing 20 30 reps with the left right and then together one or two sets followed by standing next to the bed and holding if I have to hold onto the desk or hold onto the bed and gently doing leg curls to work the hamstrings other exercises while sitting in bed all through slides I'll slide my feet from my from my torso out towards the end of the bed one leg at a time and then both legs bringing my legs together I'll work into an open clamshell we're all spread the legs open back and forth working the groin and then once together will do hip rotations moving the leg side to side for 20 30 reps once that is done I'll move the leg straight out and do contract if you push that my feet out as far as I can and then bend them back working the calf and dorsiflexion of of the ankle joint another exercise I like to do is just to stand next to the bed and and try to I'll actually hold gently the mattress and do a lunge work with each shot which each leg 20-30 reps please check ahead of time with your physical therapist and your primary physician for all leg exercises


        Mattress upper body

        As I noted earlier in the block I like to eat work with a yoga stick and a 4 lb 5 lb single handle medicine ball I'll lay on my back and start doing a wide variety of bench presses into tricep extensions into a shoulder exercise shoulder press exercises I will also use the yoga stick for shoulder exercises as if I'm trying to bring both my arms in a shoulder press behind neck exercise this is giving me tremendous flexibility in the left arm which I could not even move when I came back from the rehab hospital after that I as a noted I will put two foam rollers together and then put the yoga stick on the foam rollers and do a wide variety of push ups full range of motion partial it doesn't matter close-grip wide grip single-arm I do a wide variety of push up exercises after that I'll sit up on my knees on the bed and lean over onto the foam roller and actually try to do push-ups bring in my head to the foam roller these are partial movements but they're moving Mike or staying stabilize my hips are getting stronger I'm getting a full range of movement with my upper body before doing any upper body exercises check ahead of time with your physical therapist


        Mattress core work

        Learning to sit high on the end of the bed and then gradually work your way to the center of the bed cross your legs sit high in on the mattress for for at least 30 seconds and do deep breathing exercises from their move your legs to wear your on your knees and you're kneeling high in your bed and it's it at sit down on your legs and then sit out back up this balance Exercise Works the full core area it's a great balance and stability exercise from there I actually will shift my legs one leg at a time or I'm doing a half kneel on the mattress again working the core stabilizing the whole area around the hips the ABS the obliques grade exercise half meals then I'll lay prone on the bed and start the rolls grab my left right arm grab my left hand and roll roll my weak side to the right side and then my right side the opposite my left hand pulling my right arm and my right hand would coming across my body rolling to the left side doing this 10 times each side great exercise for the core and great exercise for movement mobility and on the bed doing core work in the bed doesn't require the stability work a stability equipment but it does require but it does work and stabilize your whole core area you can sit on the phone rollers or stability pad on your mattress and just sit and do breathing exercises working the core area please check ahead of time with your physical therapist before doing any core work


        Mattress stretching work

        Stretching is a very important component of your your physical rehabilitation every morning I wake up with the yoga stick and single handle medicine ball and will do active Dynamic stretching exercises for 15-20 minutes work in the whole body upper body lower body core at night I will do static stretching exercises slow and hold stretches offer 15 to 30 seconds a hold per muscle part legs upper body core you need to get in the habit of stretching twice a day every day seven days a week it is very important in terms of physical therapy in terms of creating greater movement and motion with your walking and in preventing a lot of injuries please discuss all stretching regimens with your physical therapist ahead of time


        Mattress primitive movements

        What I mean by primitive movements is child baby like movements if you watch a young child you play some in a crib a playpen you'll see them try to crawl and then from cross it up and then from sitting up stand into Neil and then into a hot meal and then stand and for now I'm not suggesting that you fall but I am suggesting to you is trying to get on all fours your your two hands your legs in the on the mattress and just hold the position and then hold the position to a high Neil and then move try to move your all upper body and legs and sink it is very hard to do I found it very difficult but at the same time I was trying to create more movement in my hips and my core and my upper body in sink in terms of moving back and forth on the mattress another exercise is to lay on your back and then bring the affected leg towards your good side you're good so you're you're weak left leg towards your good right arm and try to bring them together and do the same thing with your right leg to left your week left arm again and again these are very Advanced movements they're based on primitive movements of studying young children moving in their cribs and playpens when we are suffering injury or stroke we have to regress backwards to go forward so try with the help of a physical therapist these movements on your mattress and they will make a difference in your movement and motion outside and inside check ahead of time before you do anything

        I'm not talking about the latest craze in a gym or dance studio what I'm talkin about here is neurologist studying young children in a crib or in a playpen how they crawl how they move from a crawl to a sitting position to a kneeling position to high kneeling position and then from they are stand so it sits in a in a young child to move and unfortunately when we suffer a stroke or movement is curtailed and we have to regress back to when we were children in order to go forward I for example use the mattress I will get on all fours hit two hands to knees and and just sit in a crawl position and move around forward and backwards a woman getting my balance and then from there into a hiney hiney position sit down and then from there move on the bed left right and then lay flat and then from there bring my legs over my head and then from there use my weak side left side left leg to right side good side right arm and then right leg to my weak arm left arm and do this again and again and again now it sounds crazy but it there is there has been progress in my movement and walking so discuss this ahead of time with your physical therapist and give it a try you can also Google on the on the internet and you'll see primitive movements for stroke rehabilitation